ANOTHER
CHANCE FOR YOU!
"They
that stood by ... said to Peter, Surely thou also art one of them?
Then began he to curse and to swear, saying, "I know not the
Man" (Matt. 26:73, 74).
"Jesus
says to Simon Peter, Simon, son of Jones, do you love Me more thou
these? He says to Him, yea, Lord; You know that I love You. He says
to him, Feed My lambs. He says to him again the second time, Simon,
son of Jonas, do you love Me? He says to him, yea, Lord; You know
that I love You. He says to him, Feed My sheep. He says to him the
third time, Simon, son of Jonas, do you love Me? Peter was grieved
because He said to him the third time, do you love Me? And he said to
Him, Lord, You know all things; You know that I love You. Jesus says
to him, Feed My sheep" (John 21:15-17).
Peter
vowed before his comrades that he would die with Jesus rather than
deny Him. In a few hours the opportunity of doing so presented itself
but Peter's heart failed him. He forgot his vow and threw away for
ever this unparalleled chance of proving his love for the Saviour.
When the cock crew, and Jesus turned and looked at him, Peter
remembered his broken vow, and went out and wept bitterly. The
tenderest sorrow for the way he had treated Jesus must have mingled
with the fiercest regret for the lost chance, to bring those bitter
tears. Oh, how his love must have reproached him, his conscience
stung him, and the devil taunted him! I doubt not he was tempted to
give up all hope, and say to himself: "It is of no use for me to
try to be a Christian; I have made a miserable failure, and I will
not try any longer." And over and over again, by day and by
night, in the company of others and when by himself, Peter must have
been reminded by the devil of his lost chance, and told it was no use
for him to try any longer to be a Christian. And I imagine Peter
sighed within himself, and would have given the world to have that
chance come back once more. But it was gone, and gone for ever!
Peter
did love Jesus, however, and while he had lost that chance, Jesus
gave him another. A very simple, everyday, matter-of-fact chance it
was, nothing like the startling, splendid one of dying with the Son
of God on the cross, but probably of far more value to the world and
the cause of Christ. All over the country where Jesus had been there
were, doubtless, many who believed with a trembling faith in Him.
They needed to be faithfully fed with the truths about Jesus, and
with those which He had taught. So Jesus called Peter to Him, and
asked him three times the searching question: "Do you love me?"
It must have most painfully recalled to Peter's mind the three times
he had denied Jesus. And in reply to Peter's positive assertion that
he did love Him, Jesus three times commanded him to feed His lambs
and sheep. And then Jesus assured him that at last he should die on a
cross - as he probably would have died had he not denied his Lord.
I
suspect there are many Peters among the disciples of Jesus today;
many in our own ranks, who, somewhere in the past, since they began
to follow Jesus, vowed they would do the thing He by His Spirit
through their conscience asked them to do; vowed they would die for
Him, and meant it, too; who, when the testing time came, forgot their
vows, denied Jesus by word or act, and practically left Him to be
crucified afresh and alone.
I
remember such a time in my own experience years ago, before I joined
The Salvation Army, but after I was sanctified. It was not a sin of
commission, but one of omission - a failure to do what I felt the
Lord would have me do. It was an unusual thing, but not an
unreasonable one. The suggestion to act came suddenly, and it seemed
to me that all Heaven bent over me to bless me, if I obeyed; and Hell
yawned to swallow me, if I did not. I did not say I would not, but it
seemed to me I simply could not, and I did not. Oh, how I was
humbled, and how I wept bitter tears, and begged forgiveness, and
promised God I would be true! I felt God had given me a chance that I
had let slip by, and that would never, never come again, and that I
never could be the mighty man of faith and obedience that I might
have been had I been true. Then I promised God that I would do that
very same thing, and I did it again and again, but no real blessing
came to me, and so Satan took advantage of me and taunted me and
accused me through my conscience till life became an intolerable
burden to me; and at last I felt I had grieved the Holy Spirit for
ever and that I was lost, and so I threw away my shield of faith,
cast away my confidence in the love of Jesus for me, and for
twenty-eight days suffered, it seemed to me, the pains of Hell. I
still prayed, but the heavens were like brass to me. I read my
Bible, but the promises fled away from me, while the commandments and
threatenings were like flames of fire and two-edged swords to my
quivering conscience.
When
it was night I longed for day; when it was day I longed for night. I
went to meetings, but no blessing came to me. The curse of God seemed
to follow me, and yet through it all I saw that God is love. Satan
tempted me to commit sin, to curse God and die, as Job's wife bade
him; but God's mercy and grace followed me, and enabled me to say
"No," and to tell the devil that I would not sin, and that
though I went to Hell, I would go there loving Jesus and seeking to
get others to trust and obey Him, and that in Hell I would declare
that the Blood of Jesus could cleanse from all sin. I thought I was
doomed. Those terrible passages of Scripture in Hebrews 6:and
10:seemed just to fit my case, and I said: "I have lost my
chance for ever." But God's love is Higher than the highest
heaven, Deeper than the deepest sea.
In
twenty-eight days He drew me up out of that horrible pit and that
miry clay with these words: "Hold it for certain that all such
thoughts as create disquiet proceed not from God, who is the Prince
of Peace, but proceed either from the devil, or from self-love, or
from the good opinion we hold of ourselves."
Quick
as thought I saw it. God is the Prince of Peace. "His thoughts
are thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give us an expected end."
I saw I had no self-love, nor good opinion of myself, and longed to
be for ever rid of myself. Then I saw that the devil was deceiving
me, and instantly it was as though a devil-fish loosened his long
arms from about my spirit and fled away, leaving me free.
The
next Saturday and Sunday I saw about fifty souls at the Penitentform
for salvation and holiness, and from that hour God has blessed me and
given me souls everywhere. He has asked me, through those words He
spoke to Peter, "Do you love me?" and when, out of the
fullness of my clean heart - emptied of self, and made clean through
His precious Blood - I have said, "Yea, Lord, You know all
things; You know that I love You ," He has tenderly bidden me
feed His lambs and sheep; that is, to live the Gospel so fully in my
life, and preach it so fully in my words, that His people should be
blessed and comforted, and encouraged to love and serve and trust
Him with all their hearts. This is my other chance; and it is yours,
whoever you are who have denied Him in the past. Do not seek to do
some great thing, but feed the lambs and sheep of God, and pray and
work for the salvation of all men. Study your Bible, pray, talk often
and much with God, and ask Him so to teach you that, whenever you
open your mouth, you may say something that will bless somebody -
something that will encourage a discouraged brother, strengthen a
weak one, instruct an ignorant one, comfort a feeble-minded one, warn
an erring one, enlighten a darkened one, and rebuke a sinning one.
Notice:
Peter was not only to feed the lambs, but also the sheep. We must
seek to get sinners saved, and after they are saved, after they are
"born again," we must feed them. We must feed the young
converts on those promises and instructions in God's Word that will
lead them into entire sanctification. We must show them that this is
God's will for them, and that Jesus has opened a way for them into
"the most holy place" (Heb. 10). We must warn them not to
turn back into Egypt, not to be afraid of the giants in the promised
land, nor to make any unholy alliance with the Ammonites in the
wilderness. They are to come out and be separate. They are to be
holy. This is their high and happy privilege and their solemn duty,
since they have been redeemed, not with corruptible things such as
silver and gold, but with the precious Blood of Christ. They are not
to faint when chastened and corrected by the Lord, nor grow weary in
well-doing. They are to watch and pray, and give thanks, and rejoice
always. And they are not to get the blessing of a clean heart by hard
work, and just in the hour of death, but by simple faith in Jesus
just now.
We
must feed the sheep, the sanctified ones, on the strong meat of the
Gospel. Feed a strong man on white bread and tea, and he will soon be
unfit for work. But give him good brown bread, butter and milk, and
suitable fruits and vegetables, and the harder he works, other things
being equal, the better he is in health and strength. Just so with
Christians. Feed them on the chaff of stale jokes, and old,
last-year's Bible-readings that have lost their power on your own
heart, and you will starve the sheep. But feed them on the deep
things of God's Word, which reveal His everlasting love, His
faithfulness, His saving power, His tender, minute care, His shining
holiness, His exact justice, His hatred of sin, His pity for the
sinner, His sympathy for the weak and erring, His eternal judgements
on the finally impenitent and ungodly, and His never-ending glory and
blessedness bestowed on the righteous, and you will make them so
strong that "one shall chase a thousand, and two shall put ten
thousand to flight."
Know
Jesus, and you will be able to feed His lambs and sheep. You feed
them by revealing Him to them as He is revealed by the Father through
the Spirit in the Bible. Walk with Him. Talk with Him. Search the
Bible on your knees, asking Him to open your understanding as He did
that of the disciples on the way to Emmaus, teaching you what the
scriptures say of Him, and you will have another chance of showing
your love for Him and of blessing your fellow-men that the angels
might well covet.
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