I want to talk
tonight about living by our feelings. If you belong to either this
body or another body of Jesus, tonight is important because you
cannot be used to bring fruit in your own life, or to bring fruit to
other lives through your prayers unless you get this settled -- this
business of living by your feelings. So it is really important loved
ones, and I’ll try to be as clear and simple about it as possible
and then maybe if we have time you can ask me to clarify things.
I came to 17 years
of age and I had known God as my helper and friend, but not as my
Savior, so I asked my friend how to do that. And I think I have told
you before how he said you were to decide what Jesus meant to you and
think about his death and find out what he had done for you so I did
that. I started to think about Jesus’ death and of course there
eventually came a day when I saw his eyes looking right through the
Roman soldiers and right down the centuries to me and saying,
“Father, forgive him for he knows not what he does.”
It was then that I
sensed that Jesus had died for me and that if I had been the only
person that had been in the whole world that he would have died for
me. So of course I wanted to know how to become God’s child and I
read some ordinary tracks, you know -- you confess your sins and you
repent of your sins and then you receive Jesus into your life. So I
got down in my own bedroom and that is what I did: I confessed my
sins one-by-one as far as I could remember them and I repented of
them. I said to God that I would not do them again; that I saw that
these were what put Jesus on the cross and that I would not do them
again, and then I asked Jesus to come into my heart.
And I had the same
experience as anybody here who has been born of God: your heart was
filled with a sense of guilt and fear of God then suddenly you have
great peace in place of the guilt, and you have a great love of God
in place of the fear of God, and a great love of other people. So
immediately you’re born of God your feelings are touched: instead
of fearful feelings you have feelings of love. Instead of guilty
feelings and worried feelings, you have feelings of peace. So your
feelings are touched, and it just feels good.
I remember still
that hymn that goes, “My God I am thine, what a comfort divine.
What a blessing to know that my Jesus is mine. In the heavenly lamb
thrice happy I am and my heart it doth dance at the sound of his
name.” That is the way you feel and that continues until the Holy
Spirit begins to reveal the state of your heart to you, and then you
know what happens -- and all of us have experienced that too -- the
sense of impurity in your motive life where you begin to realize, “I
am doing it for God but I am doing it partly for myself as well.”
Your motive life begins to be exposed to you, and your attitudes, and
your intentions, and the inner desires of your heart. The Holy
Spirit begins to show you those and so as you see more and more of
the self will that is still inside you, that spreads a gloom over
your feelings. And most of us have experienced what many theologians
call that second conviction of sin.
Really what it is is
a kindly postponement of God in exposing to us what we really are
like. Now he begins to show us what Romans 6:6 is all about, and
that’s when we have to decide are we going to go all the way with
Jesus? Is it going to be everything? We begin to see that it is all
or nothing: it is we go all the way and we give him our whole lives,
and we die to whatever respect we thought we could get from the
world, and we are prepared to deal only with him and live only for
his glory. Then the Holy Spirit sweetly comes into our hearts and
fills us with himself.
The previous
feelings are nothing to the feelings you have then, because before,
the peace that you had was peace with God, now this is the peace of
God. Suddenly your Bible reading, which used to be kind of dry,
lights up and you look forward to it. Your prayer times which were a
bit burdensome suddenly become filled with prayers from heaven. You
begin to find that it is easy to suffer and that pain is not hard to
bear, and hardships are not difficult, and your witnessing becomes
easy, and your preaching and your speaking becomes easy, and
everything is filled with that oil of the Holy Spirit and suddenly
your feelings are light and flowing. That is what happens when a
person is filled with the Holy Spirit.
Then one day you get
up and you go to prayer and there’s no prayer, there’s no prayer.
There’s no feeling of joy or delight, there’s no feeling of
God’s presence, there’s no feeling of praise for him and there’s
no sense of fragrance about his presence in your heart. You suddenly
feel that the burning love that you had for him isn’t there any
longer, and there isn’t that warmth of the sense of his presence in
your heart.
You go into the
day’s activities and you find that what was easy for you before is
hard; some people say some things and it burns right through to the
center of your heart. The suffering becomes hard to bear and the
hardships become painful for you. Bit by bit you begin to think,
“I’m back to where I was before I was filled with the Holy
Spirit.” You begin to miss all the feelings that you had when you
came through into complete victory.
Most of us decide
we’ve fallen into sin -- we do. Most of us decide we ought to
indulge in some self scrutiny, we ought to examine our lives -- and
that’s not bad in itself -- there’s always a place for searching
our heart before God. The tragedy is that as we begin to examine our
lives and our hearts, we don’t stay close to God’s word and we
accept some of Satan’s condemnations, and we stir the whole pot
around two or three times. We find some things and we deal with
them, confess and repent of them; we know in our hearts that if your
conscience is clear, than you have unhindered your relationship with
God whether you feel it or not. We know too that the way to get a
clear conscience is to exercise your will in obedience to what God is
showing you, and we do that, but still the feelings don’t return.
At that point many
of us, instead of attending to our conscience and seeing that it is
clean and that there is no condemnation there and going on in faith,
many of us decide we have lost something. And instead of exercising
our faith that we are still in Jesus at God’s right hand, we begin
to doubt whether we are in him or not. We begin to doubt that,
because we say we don’t have the feelings that we used to have when
we knew we were in him.
Of course, what God
is saying is -- attend to your conscience; if your conscience is
clean, then you are in Jesus and that’s the end of it, and you walk
in faith. But many of us, at that point, slip. And in place of the
peace and the quietness that we used to have in our hearts when the
Holy Spirit filled us, we begin to become kind of frivolous and talk
a different, noisy kind of Christian, and avoid the issue, and evade
people’s glances, and evade truth, because we somehow think we’ve
missed the truth.
Loved ones, the
tragedy of all that is that it’s Satan taking advantage of simply a
lack of feelings that we have, and that’s all it is -- it’s just
a lack of feeling. It has really nothing to do with the inner state
of our spirits. I’d just point that out again to you -- that the
emotions are actually part of our soul, and it’s really in our
spirits where God dwells. Our communion with him depends on our
conscience, constraining our will to obey what we know in our
intuition that God wants us to do. That’s it.
While we keep that
connection; while we allow our conscience to constrain our will to do
what God, through the intuition of our spirit, shows us, we will
maintain our communion with God irrespective of these emotions.
These are outside. We once likened this [diagram] to the temple in
the Old Testament; we talked about this outward body being the public
place and this soul being the outer court, and then this [our
spirits] being the holy of holies. It’s in the holy of holies
where God dwells, and all kinds of things can be going on out here in
this holy place, but it’s in the holy of holies that God dwells.
These emotions come
and they go, but the heart of God’s presence in us depends on only
one thing: that vital link -- our conscience, constraining our will,
to do what God has told us either in our Bible reading, or in our
prayer and friendship with him, what we should do. But of course, we
don’t do that. We begin to judge our spiritual health by our
emotions. So we begin to regard times of dryness as low times
spiritually, and we begin to regards times of joy and peace as high
times spiritually, so we get completely knocked off our relationship
with God. In fact, God almost becomes a kind of irrelevant extra
fact in the whole issue.
We concentrate on
examining ourselves instead of concentrating on obeying our
conscience with our will and allowing the Holy Spirit to testify that
our conscience is clear, but we keep on going on by our feelings. So
we get into this whole business, “Oh, I feel I’m ascended with
Jesus at the right hand of God because today I feel exalted. I feel
exalted and I feel optimistic. I feel upbeat today so I must be in
my position at God’s right hand far above all rule and authority
and power and dominion.” We do the same with peace, we say, “Ah
I feel at peace today and at rest.” Maybe it is because the office
has just wearied itself out with its fighting and they’re having a
low day and a quiet day. But whatever it is our feelings feel at
peace, so we begin to judge our state with God by those things.
Now loved ones, it
has nothing to do with your spiritual health at all, really.
Feelings are utterly irrelevant to your position with God. Your
position with God depends simply on your conscience being governed by
God’s word as you read it day-by-day and by the Holy Spirit’s
witness to your conscience of what you, in particular, should do, and
on your will obeying your conscience -- that’s it -- and on you,
then, exercising faith in Jesus. That is the basis of our
relationship.
Now you may say,
“What about our feelings?” When your feelings are affected
during the time that God shows you the controlled surrender -- the
time that God shows you that there’s still some self will down
there; that you are still born of the spirit but you need to be
filled with the Spirit -- there your feelings certainly reflect, in
some way, the guilt of your conscience. But after you’re filled
with the Spirit, God purposely withdraws those feelings from you at
different times. God deliberately withdraws those feelings from you
and there are several reasons.
One is that he uses
the feelings, at first, to draw you to himself. Much as in our
friendships, we’re initially drawn to each other by outward things,
and God knows that, so he gives us feelings that fit in with the
normal criteria that we have used up to then to decide what is good
for us. So God uses those feelings to draw us to himself; planning
to get us to believe in his love whether we feel it or not -- and
that is why he withdraws those feelings. He wants to save us from
being in this position of the little guy who is always saying,
“Daddy, can you give me another candy? Can you give me another
candy? If you give me another candy I’ll do what you want me to do
-- if you give me three more candies, then I’ll do double what you
want me to do.” God has to get us off that kind of relationship so
he has to withdraw from us those feelings that we like because they
are pleasurable. And loved ones, the truth is if God continued to
give us those feelings we’d become shear hedonists who could only
act whenever our feelings are good.
Another reason is
God withdraws the feelings in order to reveal to us things about
ourselves. Because, I think you’ll agree that when those feelings
go, you do often look at yourself more closely; and many of us will
find great pride there. As we’ve looked at ourselves we’ve seen
how proud we were when we had those feelings -- how we thought
ourselves above other people. So God deliberately withdraws the
feelings to drive us to begin to look at ourselves; so he causes
revelation to come to us by withdrawing them.
Another reason he
withdraws the feelings from us is to save us from this crooked
generation. You remember that verse in the scripture that says,
“Save yourselves from this crooked and untoward generation.” God
withdraws the feelings to save us from our environment and to get us
to draw back from our environment because our feelings are a very
direct connection between us and the people in our office. Our
feelings are a very direct connection between us and our families,
between us and our friends at church, between us and our relatives.
God withdraws those feelings so that he can begin to wean us away
from that enslavement to our environment. He knows that he will
never be able to get us to hear his voice and to do what he wants us
to do, if our minds are filled with what everybody else feels we
should do and even with what the people around us are doing.
He knows he will
never produce a [John}Calvin, he will never produce a Paul [apostle],
he will never produce a C.T. Stud, if he has people who are utterly
dependent on their environment and are always influenced by it. So
God deliberately withdraws our feelings from us: he deliberately
withdraws our feelings from us so that we will be able to obey him.
While your emotions are roused you’re at the mercy of the emotions.
Satan can stir up the emotions, and when the emotions are up, you’re
ready to work. When your emotions are down you can’t work. So
Satan is able to stir up your emotions at times, and damp them down
at times in order to win our obedience to his will. And in order to
make us good and immediately obedient servants, he [God] begins to
deliver us from our emotions, which would put us under the control of
Satan.
Another reason is
this; God gives us, in our emotions, experiences of his peace.
Experiences of being at his right hand in the heavenly places so that
we will begin to hold on to that truth and hold on to that fact by
our spirits through the exercise of our wills.
Have you ever felt
that you get to a place in your spiritual life and you think, “I
felt this a long time ago -- I did, I felt this.” Or perhaps I, or
somebody else, have been speaking and you think, “I am not living
there now, but I have felt that.” That is what God does; he kindly
and lovingly gives us experiences in our feelings of states of grace
that he wants to bring us into by the only real and reliable way that
exists; through the exercise of our wills by our spirits.
That’s the heart
of it loved ones, that’s the heart of how God uses the feelings and
the emotions. He knows that anything that abides only in the
emotions is at the mercy of your physical health, they’re at the
mercy of Satan, they’re at the mercy of the emotions of the other
people around you, and unless he gets that truth, and that fact, and
that experience into some deeper safer place, that experience will be
lost. So there is a principle there: whatever we have experienced in
our feelings, God intends us to possess in our spirits through the
exercise of our wills.
So you can see it is
a definite transfer, because God will give you here [in your
emotions] some experience of a state of grace, and you’ll feel it.
Then God withdraws that because he wants to move that experience into
the only place that is safe: into the holy of holies in your spirit.
He wants to bring you to a place where you hold onto that through the
exercise of your will in response to your conscience.
Now, many loved ones
don’t know that at all, and they don’t know of that truth, so
they don’t see that the heart of the issue is, is your will
consecrated? That’s the heart of it: when you get up in the
morning your obedience to God depends on whether your will is
consecrated or not. It doesn’t depend at all on whether your
feelings appear to be consecrated because your feelings are
influenced by the sunlight, by the snow, by the rain, by the cold of
the room, by the health of your body, by the other person that smiles
or doesn’t smile at you. But is your will consecrated?
Loved ones, that’s
the only place, finally, where there is peace, where there is
absolute peace. I don’t want to bore you by that old illustration
again but, it is so vivid to anybody who has not even gone down very
deep in the ocean but just snorkeled a little of the edges. You know
how up above, the water can be very very rough. Then you put your
head underneath, and everything is slow motion and so peaceful.
Those who have dared to go deeper say that the deeper you go the more
quiet it is and the more peaceful it is. I have a friend who found
that he was up there getting seasick and all the other people were
down here [in the depths] and not seasick at all because it’s rough
up there, but deep down it’s very quiet and peaceful. That’s the
difference between the emotions and the spirit: the emotions are up
here and while you’re still living the emotional life you’re up
and down. But when you’re deep down, where your will and your
conscience are being exercised, there is peace and there is
constancy.
There are numerous
dangers to [living] an emotion life. One is that if you keep living
in the emotions, gradually that function of your spirit disappears.
That’s right: if you keep living in your emotions then [your
spirit] gets weaker, and weaker, and weaker and God’s voice gets
fainter and fainter. You find yourself asking more and more people
what you should do, and you find yourself getting more and more
uncertain about what you should do as your emotions waiver from one
place to another. So if you do live in your emotions -- your
intuition grows weaker and really, bit by bit, your spirit itself
grows weaker.
One of the other
weaknesses is that you begin to get into real difficulties about
deciding whether you love God or whether you love the joy of God’s
presence. So you begin to find yourself in that position where C. S.
Lewis was where you begin to pray and then you look inside to see if
you sensed the joy that you used to feel in prayer or sense the
reality that you used to feel in prayer and you become uncertain.
That’s another thing that happens with the emotional life; you get
all caught up with mixing up the joy of God with God himself and so
you’re uncertain which you’re seeking at times and of course that
then leads into the great deception.
The great deception
is, I think, pretty widespread today in America and the great
deception is where Satan begins to get in on the lives of children of
God who are still living in the midst of their emotions and he begins
to counterfeit the emotions that they once felt when they were right
with Jesus. So he begins to give them all kinds of electrifying
feelings in their bodies, and feelings of warm waves going through
their body and through their emotions. He begins to give them
tingling sensations in their fingers and their hands and gives them
all kinds of physical symptoms that they, because they’re now going
after emotion as if it were God’s presence which they interpret as
more and more of God. So you know that there are huge numbers of
dear ones now that really are in the midst, not of a true scriptural
charismatic experience, but are in the midst of “charismania”
because they run wherever the next exciting preacher is or wherever
the next exciting prayer meeting is, or wherever there are exciting
experiences are to be had that’s where you find them.
So of course, Satan
has hordes of Christians running here, there, and everywhere after --
not God -- but after the joy of God, or after any joy that seems to
be like God’s. [Watchman] Nee finishes his whole treatment of this
subject by saying, “There is just one phrase that explains all this
preoccupation with emotion; self satisfaction.” When you think
about it, it probably is true isn’t it? Probably at the heart of
all that is self satisfaction, self gratification, and that is why we
go after the emotional life -- because we like the feelings it gives
us.
And of course if we
look at the cross it’s so absolutely contrary to the cross. We
know without any doubt that Jesus suffered agonies on the cross, and
yet it was right in the center of God’s will. We know that there
was no feeling of God’s presence around him as he even called out,
“My God, my God why hast thou forsaken me?” So there was no
great feeling of surging emotion or wonderful sense of the warmth of
God’s love. It was just a very cold, desolate place, and yet none
of us here would question that Jesus was in the center of God’s
will at that moment.
And of course loved
ones, such the Lord seeks to worship him. Such people as Jesus are
our dear Father is seeking to worship him. Yet you know we’re like
just little kids; “Give me an ice cream cone, or give me some
candy, or give me some other little feeling” and yet loved ones,
we’re not even really beginning to be soldiers of the cross until
we come to that place where we are able to exercise our wills in raw,
emotionless obedience to God, and to do it day after day after day
until we see the King. And once you begin to enter into that life,
then you begin to see work done.
I think that’s
what I feel about our body here, and you loved ones who are from
other bodies; there is so much bluff stuff around. There is so much
wood, hay and stubble. We’re all trying to prove that we’re
doing something great for God, and there’s so much silly stuff that
is going around that is talked about as God’s work. But God’s
work begins when he gets even two men or two women who will begin to
walk by the exercise of their wills in their spirits by raw plain
faith. Then God begins to honor their prayers and their
intercessions and begins to work works of glory for himself.
Now do you have any
questions loved ones?
[Question inaudible
30:34]
It seems to me the
true meaning of the charismatic experience as opposed to
“charismania” is that it’s that process, it’s moving from the
spirit out. It’s not that there aren’t at times emotions -- joy
is good, peace is good -- but the heart of it is that it is moving
from the spirit out. It starts in there and God at times graciously
gives emotions, at times doesn’t give emotions. But it seems to me
the important thing is that there comes a sense of praise to God that
is like Thomas [the apostle] when he said, “My Lord and my God.”
So a sense of just absolute preoccupation with God without all the
frills and all the excitement, just oneness in the heart of a
congregation as the Holy Spirit brings them into the unity of the
Spirit that the apostles had in the upper room on the day of
Pentecost.
Then it seems that
the gifts are manifested in a way that does not distract people from
Jesus and does not draw their attention to men but [are shared] in a
way that glorifies Jesus himself so that a person over there is
healed and senses the healing and thanks God -- at times openly at
time quietly. Another person over here receives a prophecy, knows
that it is a prophecy and then speaks it either at that time or
afterwards. So the gifts are manifested, but in a beauty and a
dignity that draws people’s eyes to Jesus rather than distracts
them and it seems that that’s it.
One of the beautiful
things about real charismatic worship is that the exercise of the
gifts does not, through the body, distract people do you see that?
Through the ears and the eyes it does not distract people from Jesus,
but it seems to almost just insert itself into the person’s spirit
and it doesn’t distract at all so that the whole movement, in every
case, is outward, and the unity of the spirit is brought horizontally
from spirit-to-spirit rather than brought in from outside physically.
Some charismatic
leaders are aware of that and they realize that. [John] Wesley was
very strong in his preaching; people would fall down, slain in the
Spirit under conviction of sin, and he would take everybody’s
attention from that -- he would lay no emphasis on that at all. He
would play that down in spite of the fact that incredible exercise of
the gifts took place in his meetings, but he would play it down. As
a result God used that revival, many historians say, to prevent them
falling into a French Revolution, so it changed the heart of England
and the ethics and behavior of England.
[Question inaudible
34:05]
Except don’t you
think that its emphasis on “seek peace with all men” was an
emphasis on “be at peace with all men,” and do not be in conflict
with other people? And don’t you think that for the joy that was
set before him there was no question from Jesus’ whole attitude
“give to me again, the glory Father that I had with you before the
world was” that Jesus would submit all things to the Father after
he has submitted all things under his own feet. It seems that the
joy was a capital J for Jesus -- it was God, his dear Father.
[Question inaudible
34:44]
It seems to me the
peace of Christ ruling in your hearts is undoubtedly the peace Christ
has himself, you know. For the peace Christ has himself is that
oneness with his Father that was maintained even on Calvary where
there was no feeling of peace around him. But there was the peace of
Christ, there was a oneness with his Father’s will don’t you
think? And that’s the peace he said he would give unto us, “My
peace I give unto you. Not as the world gives -- not the peace that
the world gives, but the peace that I give.”
[Question inaudible
35:22]
I think when you
talk about peace in those terms it is a grace, but it seems to me so
many of us talk about peace as an emotion. Wesley has a sermon where
he says the person who thinks they’re born of God says, “I have
peace, I have no sense of restlessness in my heart. I have absolute
peace.” And he says, “So has a cloud.” And it seems that
there is a false peace that the world sees as a freedom from any
cares, or maybe even a freedom from sensitivity that would discern
any cares.
So it seems to me
when you talk about peace in the world sense -- as an absence of
anything unpleasant, or an absence of any noise -- then no, that’s
not what Jesus is talking about. He’s talking about a peace that
is oneness with his Father’s will that brings a deep confidence
deep down. But I’m with you; from that then it seems to me flows
all the fruit of the Spirit. But it seems to me that many of us make
the error of acting when there isn’t that peace within.
I don’t know if
you realize it, but we should never make a decision or make a move in
our lives except from a place of peace deep down. Where we often get
into trouble is we have no peace and we have a sense of restlessness
and we think, “Oh, we ought to move on that sense of restlessness.”
Well that’s the worse time to move, really. It is the
unhealthiest time.
People like [Reese
Howells and others often talk of moving to some action for God from a
sense of burden. Is there any way in which you could kind of help to
distinguish between that burden that is in the intuition of your
spirit and therefore is something of God, and maybe a burden of worry
or anxiety that lies on our emotions?
Undoubtedly the wise
man will say only the Holy Spirit can show us. It does seem from
some of the discussion we did about prayer times that undoubtedly
when you have a burden to pray, and you pray, the burden lifts. So
it is something that is obviously a sign from God that you ought to
pray. Whereas if it doesn’t lift, then you ought to wonder is this
a weight that Satan is placing upon me or is this something in my
emotions, so undoubtedly what happens after you act on the thing can
indicate in some way whether it was a burden from God or not.
You see that even
when Paul says, “I am in travail until Christ is fully formed in
you” even in that same moment you can imagine him saying, “I
rejoice and again I rejoice.” In other words, it’s possible for
a spirit to be rejoicing in Jesus and in his presence, and yet to
have a real heaviness because of some dear one who is far from God so
the two are consistent. It’s possible to have that joy in God.
Perhaps that is the only thing that keeps many of us alive -- because
we can enjoy God whatever the situation is like elsewhere, and yet
because of that sensitivity of God’s heart we can feel a burden for
others.
[Muniham 39:32] has
an ability to impart feelings to people that are a blessing.
It seems to me maybe
the wise thing is to make a distinction between what Paul said, where
in the first chapter of Romans he prayed he would come to the Romans
that “he may impart some spiritual gift to you, that we may be
mutually encouraged by each other’s faith.” And if we assume
that’s right, and that’s a good thing, and that’s what somebody
like [Muniham?] was able to do: to impart to a person a spiritual
gift or a sense of God’s love for them. And that is always
something that is implanted in our spirits and then is able to work
out and it’s just different from the other kind of ra-ra-ra stuff
whereby we try to rouse each other up into a happy happy feeling.
So don’t you think
there are two ways to say, “This is the day that the Lord hath
made,” and you all say, “We will rejoice and be glad in it.”
There are two ways to say that aren’t there? There really are.
Because one way is in the spirit, really meaning it from the spirit
and you bringing forth your spirit and saying, “We will rejoice and
be glad in it.” The other way is almost as a kind of cheerleader
approach: “this is something that will turn our thoughts up and
make us feel happy.” It seems the line is so fine between
imparting a spiritual gift to a person, and imparting just an emotion
that will last precisely the length of time that emotions last.
One of the great
difficulties is -- we aren’t making this distinction too much in
Christianity. That’s why we wonder why more deep things are not
happening. I mean, have you ever wondered why the crime rate is just
about as high as it was just before this whole “Christian movement”
started? The truth is that there is surprisingly little real
“Christian” in the movement, and there’s a lot of fire and a
lot of smoke but there isn’t too much power; there is more heat
than light. And loved ones, unless some of us get our eyes on Jesus
and go through into spiritual maturity, this whole thing will fade
like snow off a ditch in two or three years’ time and nobody will
know that it was even here. That’s why it’s so important for
those of us who can see these things at all to begin to move into a
life that is above feelings and above emotions.
Now, may I just say
again; that doesn’t mean that you’re a zombie or you’re a
Buddhist, “Oh you never feel anything. Yeah, I’m a very
spiritual man I don’t feel a thing; never happy, never sad -- I
just look like this all the time -- one of the more boring people in
the world.” No, that is not it because Jesus said “weep with
those who weep and rejoice with those who rejoice” and when he
comes into your spirit obviously you have all of his excitement and
all of his beauty, but it comes from within. That’s it. It comes
from within.
And as you remember
those two ladies that were hostages and were interviewed last night,
they said in the mornings they read the Bible and Thomas A. Kempis.
And Thomas A. Kempis is so good; he, in one particular chapter, says,
“God granted me the consolation of devotion this morning.” Isn’t
that pretty humbling, that a saint like that should say, “God
granted to me the consolation of devotion this morning?” That is
-- this morning my dear Lord was good enough to give me a sense of
devotion and love for him.
But he was up there
every morning praying whether he had that consolation or not, whereas
we are so often demanding. We so often won’t pray f we don’t
feel that. Really, the more you get into the lives of the saints,
the more you begin to see what a holy, humble, band of men and women
they are, and you begin to see why they were able to walk through
tortures and persecutions, and why God was able to answer their
faith.
So loved ones, maybe
it’s pretty safe to forget your feelings. Maybe you won’t go too
far astray if you just ignore them. And if you say, “What do I
watch?” Your conscience; watch your conscience and exercise your
will, that’s it. Exercise your faith that you are where God has
placed you -- and that’s what you need to remember -- God has put
us all in his son Jesus, that’s fact one and our faith is in that
fact, and that’s where the power comes from. Praise God.
Let us pray. Dear
Father, we thank you that it is as simple as that, that you, by a
mighty fiat, a mighty act, placed us all in your son Jesus, and you
remade us in him and you raised us up and made us sit with you at the
right hand. Oh thank you -- thank you Lord that we can fix our faith
on that fact and we can live by that faith for the rest of our lives
untouched by our feelings, unaffected by our feelings. We thank you
that faith is simply believing that and then obeying and acting in
accordance with that. We thank you for that Lord.
We pray for each
other here tonight. We pray dear Holy Spirit, that you would help
anyone here who is maybe a little vague in their own minds about it
all, and that you would show them that in the only way that matters
at the actual moment when they need it; at the actual moment tonight
or tomorrow morning when they get up to pray, that you would reveal
the truth to them; that they are in Jesus not because we feel they
are but because you dear God, put them there and that’s where they
are because you haven’t removed them.
Thank you Lord,
thank you that we’re there by your side and that you are our dear
Father and we are your dear children. Now the grace of our Lord
Jesus and the love of God and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be
with each one of us now and ever more. Amen.
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