Spiritual Life
Series #100
Full Consecration
We have been talking
about the failure in our own inner lives as far as victory is
concerned and the failure in our outward lives, too. Such as in
situations like Mark has described, where we have been in
relationships with others at work or at home and we have not been to
them what we knew Jesus wanted us to be.
That is what many of
us experience who are born of God. Both an inner conflict and defeat
with unseen things that nobody else realizes are there like temper
and self pity and criticism and resentment in our hearts towards
others. The things that are less than the whiteness that we know is
in Jesus. Then, outwardly, really a result of that, a failure in
witnessing life is an inability to witness to others or to bring
others to Jesus.
Of course, the
outward failure is really due to the inward failure. The fact is
we’re not convincing salesmen. We aren’t. We so often have the
words, we so often can tell them the Gospel, but we aren’t
convincing salesmen. In that, they do not see in us something that
just makes them hunger and thirst after righteousness. They often see
in us good Christians. That’s what the world calls us and what we
call ourselves. Good Christians. We go to church and we have a good
fellowship, but they don’t see anything in us that makes them
hunger and thirst after righteousness. Probably, a lot of them
question our love for them.
Actually, they have
good reason for it because most of us who are God’s children are
only half his children. That is, before we were children of God at
all, we just lived for ourselves. That’s what the whole world lives
for. Just lives for itself. We were brought up that way, even those
of us who had parents who knew God. Most of us caught the spirit very
quickly from school and from the magazines and the television
screens. We realized, yes, that’s what we’re here to do. We are
to live for ourselves, to make ourselves happy, to get a good job,
and to be successful. So, most of us have lived for ourselves from
the very beginning of our years.
Then, we began to
realize that that’s not the way we were meant to live. That, in
fact, God himself had put each one of us here to do something for Him
that nobody else could do and that that’s why we were here, to live
for him. We heard that usually in the form of a very simple gospel.
We heard that because we were living for ourselves, we were condemned
to death. And we would never be able to live with God in his heaven,
unless we repented of the things that we were doing and we asked him
to forgive us and to come into our hearts.
Most of us took that
step. But, we never actually stopped living for ourselves. We just
started living for him, along with living for ourselves. I don’t
know, I think in knowing Mark and Becky, I would think that their
dear lady would see in them a fully surrendered life. But I know
that many people look at you and me and they see people who are
unselfish as much as they want to be unselfish.
That’s it. Too
often they look at you and me and they don’t see a love that is
much greater than the love they get from the social worker or the
love they get from their friends. That is, a love that is given,
first of all, to ourselves; first of all, to having a happy life
ourselves; and, then, gives them a little love after we have taken
care of ourselves
Now, I think that’s
because most of us actually are like that, you know. Most of us
actually are like that. I think you’re a great group and I think
you’re dears. I am glad that you are my brothers and sisters but
the fact is that most of us who are carnal, who are living defeated
Christian lives, only look good on the outside.
So, actually, I
don’t need to know much about you, you know, so don’t say, oh,
you mean you’re saying that about me. I’m saying it by faith. If
you’re like a carnal Christian, then your love is not a fully
unselfish love. It’s kind of a love that goes first to yourself.
That is, you’re concerned primarily with your job, with how your
career is going, how your work life is going.
You’re interested,
too, in your marriage prospects or in your present marriage. You’re
interested in having a nice home and some security. You’re
interested in knowing what you’re going to do when eventually you
retire. Then, when you’ve got those things kind of settled, then,
at a lower level, comes your love for Jesus and your love for others.
Of course, that’s
why others don’t see Jesus’ self-sacrificing love in us because
it isn’t there. It actually isn’t there. We have stopped living
only for self and we have started to try to live for God. But, we
have never really stopped living for self. Of course, what happens
with most of us is, as our life goes on, we enter into the great
professional deception of Christendom.
Christendom is so
organized as to make half-surrendered Christians comfortable. That’s
it. Most of our churches are so organized that we can pay somebody
else to go out and be missionaries and we can pay somebody else to
look after the guys on that corner over there, the down and outs. We
ourselves can get on with our own lives and most of us enter into
that half-surrender or controled, surrendered life. We have never
really dealt with the fact that repentance was only the first step in
getting back to what we were originally meant to do.
Repentance is saying
to God, "Lord, I see I’m living for myself. I see I am living
for my pleasure and my satisfaction. I see that. I’m sorry. Lord, I
didn’t know it for a while; I’ve known it for a while; and, I
repent. I know that’s wrong. I see it has driven Jesus to the
Cross. Lord, I repent." We kind of ask Jesus to come into our
hearts but we never fully turned and said, "Lord, God, I
consecrate myself, my life, all that I am, my possessions, my future,
my success or failure, I consecrate it to you and I will live for you
from this moment forth."
Now, that’s what
we haven’t done, you see. We haven’t made a full consecration to
God. That’s why so many of us live in this twilight zone. We know
that, in fact, God destroyed all the evil in us on Calvary but we
know fine well why that has not been actualized in our lives. Because
we have not believed it all destroyed. We have only believed the bits
destroyed that we were willing to let go. We stopped drinking
excessively. We stopped swearing. We stopped going to bed with
people. We stopped stealing. We stopped being dishonest. We have
believed those and, if you note the things that you really were
willing to let go of, God brought victory in those things. But, the
whole business of self, of living for self, is still at the center of
our lives.
Of course, you don’t
need me to tell you that it’s even stronger now on our campuses.
You know that. I mean, we did have a kind of break from it in the
hippie days because there was a reaction against America living for
prosperity and getting on to the little career ladder. You remember
the way we all said, oh, that’s not the way to go.
We want to be free
and we want to be ourselves. So, we broke from that but, you probably
know, those of you who are on campus that we’re back in the old
circle. It’s now get done, get at the books, let me discover truth;
no, no, let me get the books, let me get the right degrees to get the
right job to get security and get a career that will bring some kind
of steadiness in this chaotic world. So, we’re back on that kind of
bandwagon.
Loved ones, that’s
why we have defeat in different parts of our lives. There is a whole
area of self that we have never believed to death. You remember,
that’s the principle—be it unto you according to your faith. You
are getting exactly the life that you want. I know it’s hard. But
you are getting exactly the life that you want. When you sink down in
self pity, either crying real tears over the way you are being
treated by somebody, or simply having that feeling of hurt inside? We
say, "Oh, how could they do that to me?
When you do that,
you are willing to do that? You want to do that. You want to be the
center of your own attention and you want to cry over yourself. You
are not really willing to see that crucified on the Cross. You know
fine well it was crucified. You know that old self pitying, resentful
self was crucified with Christ but you don’t want to let that go.
So, you do not believe it to death on the Cross. Therefore, it is not
brought to death in you. The tragedy is the beauty of Jesus life,
therefore, does not shine from you. So, most of us are running a
holding action.
Loved ones, what I
am asking you to do is to examine tonight the state of your
consecration. Not your repentance. Most of us have repented here of
the things that are most obviously wrong in our lives, especially the
things that were hurting ourselves and some of the things that hurt
other people. But, I am talking about those things within that you
know you have not consecrated to God. I’m talking about the things
that you’re still holding on to.
This old book, A
Living Sacrifice, is by George Asbury McLaughlin. I brought it
because I thought, maybe the old guys saw things that we ourselves
didn’t see. Maybe they can bring something to us. Of course, this
man says, when Paul made his voyage to Rome, a great storm arose
which threatened the loss of the ship and the lives of those on
board. In order to save the ship, the sailors threw overboard the
wheat and other articles that composed the cargo but later they had
to cast themselves overboard also and abandon the ship.
This is the way many
people consecrate to God. They proceed by degrees. They yield up the
less important things first rather than give themselves. They give up
prejudices or happy habits or their association’s money. They begin
on the outer circumference but self in the center is still untouched.
They keep drawing nearer to the center. The less important things are
given first and then things of greater value but still they are not
consecrated until they come to self and give that.
“Self”, for most
of us, does mean our futures. It does mean our futures. I don’t
think the issue is whether God wants you in Africa or in India. I
don’t think the issue is whether God wants you to take care of
those loved ones over in that house. I think the issue is -- are you
still in control of what yourself intends to do with your life? Do
you still think of it as your future? Do you still have it fenced
around with, well, I’d like to do that; I’d be willing to do
this; but, I wouldn’t do that? Or, is your future consecrated to
God? Have you said, "Lord, whatever, whether it means I will
have no money for the rest of my life, whether it means I will have
to sell my home; whether it means I will be regarded as a failure by
even my friends here, Lord, whatever. You died at 33 for me. Lord,
it’s a small thing for me to give up my future to you, for you to
use to do what you want with?"
Loved ones, I think
it’s easy in a community like ours to organize what we think our
full surrender is for victorious Christians. I think it’s easy for
us to get into a little kind of an arrangement here whereby you say,
well, that would mean maybe going with Christian Corps [Christian
business organization]. Well, I could take that. Or, that would mean
going into this thing or that thing. I think it’s possible, you
see, for us to draw our own little circle but it’s still a circle
that we’re in control of. It’s not something that we’ve
abandoned to God.
So, have you your
future consecrated to God, that’s part of your self? Have you your
marriage? Those of you who are married. Those of you who aren’t
married. Have you consecrated that to God? Have you said, "Lord,
whatever way you want to deal with my wife, that’s the way I will
be to her? I will no longer take it as my right to deal with her in a
certain way. I will be to her what you want me to be. Whatever. I
will no longer judge for myself the way I think I should deal with
her. Lord, whatever you want me to be, that’s what I’ll be."
Your career. Would you be willing to give it up? Would you be willing
to start something absolutely new? Would you be willing to do
whatever God wants? That’s part of what consecration means.
Of course, after you
get those things given up or consecrated to him -- because it’s not
just saying, okay, do what you want -- it’s a loving handing over.
It’s filling your hand with those things and saying, "Lord,
there, tell me what you want to do. It’s your life. What do you
want to do?"
After you’ve done
that, then you begin to get to the hard layers of ice that have built
up over the years from resistance to God’s will that you have
exercised. You have hard layers of self that have been built up over
the years as you have resisted God’s commands to you repeatedly.
They’re in all kinds of areas. They’re in areas of the way you
spend your time, the way you eat, the way you treat people of the
same sex, the way you treat people of the opposite sex, the way
you’ve dealt with your money. All kinds of commands that God has
given you through the years since you became his child. You’ve
resisted him and the whole layer is like hardened ice. Or, like the
earth that was beaten down on the wayside where the seed of the word
of God could not penetrate because it had become like concrete.
Now, after you get
all the things given over, after you throw all the things overboard,
then God’s Spirit begins to deal with the self. That is a whole
system of disobediences that you have expressed to God and he can
only begin to dig down through those by the power of His Holy Spirit
if you want it with all of your heart.
That’s the
interesting thing. God will not pull consecration from you. He will
require you to come and say, "Lord, help me to consecrate all.
Holy Spirit, show me, show me where there’s a subtle attitude of
self here that is not consecrated to you." Bit by bit the Holy
Spirit will take you through those layers.
Repeatedly he'll
take us, as many of us have found ourselves, to a place where we
think, thank you, Lord, I never knew there was that depth of evil in
me. And we’ll think we’ve come to it and we’ll say, Lord, I
received the fullness of the Holy Spirit, and, the next day, the Holy
Spirit will witness clearly by allowing us to fall into some old self
attitude that, no, that wasn’t the last layer and we’ll have to
go back to that altar and get down to things with the Holy Spirit
until gradually he blasts through layer after layer after layer.
Loved ones, you’ll
need to come to obedience in each of those layers; otherwise, He
won’t give you new light for the next layer. You do need to walk in
obedience in those things to adopt a new attitude. That’s what it
means in Leviticus. I'll just point that out to you. It’s Leviticus
20. It was that verse that I couldn’t find last Sunday. Leviticus
20:7-8, “Consecrate yourselves therefore, and be holy; for I am the
Lord, your God. Keep my statutes, and do them; I am the Lord who
sanctify you.” You see, loved ones, there’s a lot that we have
to do ourselves that God believes we are able to do. He says,
“Consecrate yourselves therefore and be holy.” That is, be set
apart from living for yourself or living for the world. “For I am
the Lord, your God. Keep my statutes and do them.” See, he expects
us to obey the things that he’s shown us.
It ties up with that
verse Acts 5:32, isn’t it. "The Holy Spirit whom God has given
to those who obey him.” So many of us think, oh, no, I want the
Holy Spirit to help me obey him. You get the whole picture there of
one of those governments in South America. They’re going to give
all their authority and their weapons to people to speak on their
behalf. They don’t go into the mountains to find all the rebels,
all the people who disobey them and give them their weapons and give
them their power and give them their authority. They go out
throughout the land to find the people that submit their wills to
them and then they give them the weapons and the authority.
So it is with God.
God does not give the greatest power on earth, the power of the Holy
Spirit, to rebels, to those who are disobedient. He gives the power
of the Holy Spirit to those men and women who have submitted to him
their wills completely and utterly. You cannot be like Christ
yourself. You’re right. God alone can sanctify you but you can stop
being like the devil yourself. You can stop being like Satan
yourself. I agree with you. You can’t be like Christ unless the
Holy Spirit sanctifies you, but you can set yourself apart from
Satan. God requires us to do that, loved ones, to consecrate
ourselves with all our hearts.
Some of the other
things that this man, George Asbury McLaughlin [American Methodist
minister, 1851-1933] says is, “it is like a wedding contract.” It
is something that you do at a definite time. It is not something that
you drift into. There comes a time when you have to decide, am I
going to continue to live partly for myself and do a little bit on
the side for God to try to ensure that I’ll get into Heaven or am I
going to believe what this Bible says that God put me here for a
purpose that only I can fulfill? You have to decide sooner or later
what your life is going to be like.
I would ask you
tonight. Do you really believe that your God, your Creator, has put
you here to do something and to live a life that nobody else can
live? Do you really believe that? Well, if you do believe that, will
you consecrate yourself to him tonight for that purpose? Whatever
that means. Will you give yourself to him tonight for that purpose?
Will you sign a marriage contract with him and say, "Lord,
whatever happens in the future, whether I feel that you’re touching
me or not, I now commit myself to you and I complete my side of this
covenant?" This man, McLaughlin says, “God says, I have made
an everlasting covenant with you.”
Now, will you make
that everlasting covenant with your God? Your God will take you
seriously when you take your God seriously. Your life will turn
around internally and externally if you will commit and consecrate
yourself to your Creator to do what he wanted you to do, whatever the
cost. But, it is, it’s like a marriage contract, loved ones. It’s
as real as that.
McLaughlin goes on
and says, “It is more than for service.” Another popular notion
is consecration to work in order to obtain power for service. We’ve
heard a lot of that in connection with the whole charismatic
movement. The true charismatic movement is a movement that is based,
first, on inner purity and then, after that, on outward power. But,
do you remember, there’s been a great emphasis, almost like Simon,
the magician. [Acts 8:9-24] "Now when Simon saw that the Spirit
was given through the laying on of the apostles' hands, he offered
them money, saying 'give me also this power, that any one on whom I
lay my hands may receive the Holy Spirit."
So, many of us, of
course, want to be great workers. This idea dwarfs and belittles
consecration making it only human doing. Consecration is more than
doing. In fact, doing is a very small part of it. It means to be, to
do, and to suffer the will of God -- all three. Sometimes it is
easier to do the will of God than to be what we ought to be or to
suffer the will of God.
The fact is that
consecration is for being. Jesus said, “You shall receive the Holy
Spirit and you shall witness”? No. You shall be my witnesses. The
reason outsiders don’t believe us is we’re not the same all the
time, you see. We’re all nicey, nicey at church or when we’re
talking to them but, in our own quiet, private times at home, we are
all kinds of raging demons and devils. To their face we say, "We
love you, brother. But, when we’re on our own, we care just about
ourselves. We continue saying we love them until we have to go out
on a rainy night or a snowy night to help them or when we have to put
off something that we’re going to enjoy ourselves. That’s what
the Holy Spirit wants us to get at. Are we prepared to consecrate all
of ourselves to be absolutely and utterly what God wants us to be?
It was a great
revelation to me when some man gave that illustration that I’ve
shared with you before. If your heart at this moment, if we could put
your heart on some kind of x-ray machine, and we could project your
heart, your head and your mind and all the thoughts and feelings and
motives and attitudes in it onto this screen, would you be happy? Or,
would you be embarrassed?
Do you realize that
God not only wants us to have clean insides, he made us to have clean
insides? Do you know that it’s possible to look at a person with a
single mind? That is with nothing else in your heart, no unclean
things in your heart? Do you know that it’s possible to think the
same in love about a person behind their back as it is to their face?
God made us to be single, to be clean right the whole way through.
God wants us to consecrate in order to be holy inside and out.
Loved ones, God is
able to make you that but it requires you to consecrate. It requires
you to say, "Lord Jesus, you died and you took me with you to
death. Lord, I want you to take the whole of me. Everything that you
see, Holy Spirit, that is not right inside me, take it all. I accept
that it was crucified with Christ and I now consecrate myself to be
whatever you want me to be.
Loved ones, that’s
something of what full consecration is. Maybe this would be useful
because I think some of us get caught in it the way McLaughlin says
others did in when he wrote in 1890. It shows you how we human beings
never change. That was probably 90 years ago. "Many people are
consecrated to their feelings and emotions more than to God. They
have come to estimate their religious state by the amount of good
feelings they have. When they feel bad, they think they have no
religion. When they feel well, they suppose it is an indication of
the possession of very much grace. Some of these people think very
little about their conduct and character but very much of their
feelings. Whether they live right or not does not concern them very
much but they are very much disturbed if they do not feel good."
"This is one of
the weaknesses of modern religion. People are seeking frames and
feelings more than God. Such religion is mere sentiment and so far
has it gone that the majority of seekers at the altars of religion,
whether it be for pardon or heart purity, are seeking more an
emotional experience than a radical change of character. Many want to
feel nice whether they are right or not. The result is a large class
of religious weaklings. They seek the loaves and fishes of religion,
instead of righteousness." Of course, feelings are just self.
You see that. I mean, feelings are just self. I want to feel good. I
want to feel joy. I want to feel forgiven. I want to feel peace. I
want to feel uplift. It’s just self. I mean, it’s just hedonism.
It’s just self demanding more pleasure and stimulation.
"Many want the
results who do not desire the call of salvation. Here’s the great
vantage ground of Satan. He harasses many good people right at this
point and gets the advantage over them and destroys their souls.
Perhaps there’s no more common form of satanic attack than right
here. It’s not too much to say that every Christian has had more or
less trouble right at this point." Then, he says, "It is a
common experience to hear people say, 'I am the Lord’s but I do not
feel any different.' This very expression goes to prove that they are
not wholly given up to God. If they were wholly given to him, they
would be given up in the matter of their emotions, frames and
feelings. 'Lord, whether I feel this or not, whether I never feel
happy again. Lord, I’ll give myself to you. Whether I never feel
joy or peace again, Lord, I’ll give myself to you.' It is what John
Bunyan said, “Come heaven, come hell, I will leap into your hands
by blind faith." If they were wholly given to him, they would be
given up in the matter of their emotions. When wholly given up to
God, we shall be content to feel as he wishes. The desire for some
remarkable manifestation in our experience comes from a willfulness
whereby we desire our own way, instead of God’s way. Many people
linger about altars seeking justification and entire sanctification
who never obtain either because they want God to come to their terms
and save them in their way and not in his way. Such people, although
they may think they have consecrated a great many things to the Lord,
are leagues distant from entire consecration because they have not
given their feelings to him. Reader, if you have been seeking in vain
the fullness of the blessing, stop and ask yourself if the cause of
your failure is not because you have expected God to save you in your
own way, instead of allowing him to save you in his way.”
I remember somebody
saying to me, “Don’t look for somebody else’s experience.”
Jesus bore you in a way that he did not bear me. Jesus bore you in a
way that is exactly right for you. Jesus, moreover, bore things for
you that he did not bear for me. He bore things in me that he didn’t
bear in you. You and your Lord Jesus have to get face to face with
each other. You ought, loved ones, to give him what he has died to
buy for you. You owe that to him, just as I do.
You owe him your
whole life. You owe him your future. You owe him your reputation. You
owe him all the right to comfort or to happiness. You owe him that.
He gave everything up for you. He went to hell for you. You have a
personal arrangement that you only can make with him. When you do
that and consecrate all to him, he will come into you in a way that
is uniquely yours. He will be in you uniquely himself. You will be
freed and anointed with the Holy Spirit to begin to work for him. Of
course, that’s what we need, you saw that. What Mark told about
Jesus needs some men and women who will give themselves as fully to
him as he has given himself to you and me.
Loved ones, I would
ask you to get down to this business of consecration. Do you realize
that you and I are in a very advantageous position? He has already
made his sacrifice. He’s already made his move. You and I can sit
here under the Cross and play with dice, play with dice for the next
10, 20 years, while we keep pleading the blood that falls upon us.
Well, it’s not right.
That’s why it says
in the Bible, “Let us present ourselves to him as a living
sacrifice which is our reasonable service.” It’s very reasonable.
He has bought you and me with the full price of his own life and it’s
reasonable to ask us to give him that full price. So, wherever, loved
ones, any of us have something in our lives that we have not
consecrated to God, I would suggest that we do it tonight.
A brother shared
with me this past week that when he heard that little thing that I
read at the end, he decided last Sunday it was time to move. He made
his move on Monday, I think. They were at a camp meeting. You
remember. It’s that one. A little boy once went to a camp meeting.
As his mother was putting him to bed, he heard a noise in an adjacent
tent. He asked what it was. His mother responded, “It is a man
praying and I judge by the way he prays that he wants to be wholly
given up to the Lord.” The little boy replied, “Why don’t they
then, Mother?”
We should stop
playing around. We should stop bluffing. We should stop uttering all
these holy intentions. If the Man died for us and we owe him
everything. If he didn’t die for us, we owe nothing. If he did die
for us, we owe him everything. If he’s the Son of our Maker, we owe
him everything anyway.
But, if this Maker
has a certain plan for our lives and we’re fiddling away our time
on things that we want to do, we’re not only sinners and rebels,
we’re foolish, dumb men and women. So, it’s plain, loved ones. I
would say why don’t you get down to business. Why don’t we have a
few minutes here and a few minutes of quietness and why don’t you
settle things with God. Say, Lord, I want to consecrate everything.
Show me, Holy Spirit, where I’m not willing and I’ll deal with
that. I’ll be as good as my word.
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