Spiritual Life
Series #97
Original Sin #1
Loved ones, I will
speak a little and then maybe, if we have time, we'll be able to seek
God a little for our own lives. The subject that we're talking about
tonight is original sin. The connection original sin has with what
we've been talking about these past Sunday evenings is that most of
us here are concerned because we are Christians. We do believe that
our sins are forgiven. We do know God. But, many of us here have
found that we're unable to be what we believe he wants us to be. So,
we have come against that experience that that dear old Jew, Paul,
came against when he said, “I do not understand my own actions.
For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate.”
[Romans 7:15] Even though he was speaking as a Jew under the law, I
think many of us here who are just old carnal Christians have found
we are in the same position.
You remember that
we've shared in past weeks that we attribute that to a personality
that seems to have a law of its own going. You remember old Paul
says that, too. He says, boy, I know what is good and I approve of
it but I find another law at work in my members, he calls it, and he
doesn't mean just the members of his body, you know, his arms and his
legs, but he means his whole personality. I find another law at work
in my whole personality and my mind and my emotions and my little
eyes and my ears. That law is at work to make me obey the law of sin
that seems to dwell there. [Romans 7:16-20]
We've shared in
previous Sundays that that seems to be the problem with those of us
who are carnal Christians. We do want to obey Jesus with all our
hearts but we find that there seems to be another force at work
inside our personalities. Of course, we have all shared that as the
human nature inside us that has been so often used by this power of
sin that it has become sinful itself. It's almost like an automobile
that you're trying to put gasoline into and some guy came along and
he converted it into a diesel engine and you don't know that. So,
you're pouring the old gas in and you can't get any action out of it.
You don't realize that the thing has been changed over into a diesel
engine and it seems as if that's what's happened to us.
We have beautiful
desires that Jesus' spirit has put in us since we were born of God
and we want to express them through our minds and our emotions but we
somehow find these minds and emotions wanting to do the very
opposite. When we think we should be kind or patient with somebody,
we find these minds and emotions doing the very opposite and losing
their temper. It's like another law at work inside us and we have
shared together in previous Sundays how that is just our sinful
nature.
It's a nature that
has been bred into us over the years and down through the centuries
when Adam first rebelled against God. And it has become more and more
subtle as it has passed down to us until now you and I have a human
nature that is used to looking at the world as God, used to looking
at each other as God. You know the struggle we all have over that
one great concept that is so well known here in American society.
You know the battle you have all had over this business, “Oh, I
want people to like me.” You know, it's kind of basic that we're
meant to get our approval from God and to kiss good-bye to what
everybody else thinks of us and yet you know how bound many of us, if
not all of us, are here to this business that we want our friends to
like us. We want our peers to like us. You want me to like you. We
all want other people to like us. Now, that's part of the sinful
nature, loved ones.
I know it. It may
seem terrible, you know, to you to say that because we've learned in
psychology, I learned it in educational psychology and in pastoral
psychology, all this business of trying to get people to like you,
but actually it's part of our sinful nature. It's our sinful nature
that is, I've used the illustration to you before, you know, but it's
like that little dog that we have and I'm sure you have them, too,
and he's just delighted if I like him, you know. He'll do anything
to get me to like him and we're so often like that, all of us with
our tongues out like a dog. I'll do anything if you'll just like me.
Praise me. Do you like me? I'll beg. I'll jump over. I'll roll
over backwards. Then, of course, eventually, I'll deny my beliefs.
I'll do anything to get you to like me. That's the sinful nature,
you see. The sinful nature is all kinds of other trends inside it
but basically the sinful nature is our personality working from the
outside in, treating the world as God, treating things as God,
treating other people as God, so that they become all important to
us.
You can trace it
through all kinds of examples. I won't draw it out but it's why some
of us have such agony over marriage, you know. It's why we have such
agony over marriage, both guys and girls. Because we are taught,
marriage is the vital thing, the vital thing is having a husband or
the vital thing is having a wife or having a wife that continues to
like you or having a husband that continues to bow down to you.
We're bound by that. So many of us, you know, both girls and guys,
have real trouble obeying God because it might mean that we wouldn't
marry at all or we wouldn't marry the one that we want to marry or
that we enjoy being married to. That's part of the sinful nature,
you see. It's this putting marriage in place of God instead of
something that God may want us to do or may not want us to do to use
as a ministry with another person. The sinful nature takes the
things that are God's good gifts and puts them in place of God.
That's what we mean by sinful nature, loved ones. We've said that the
only answer to that sinful nature is what God did to it in Jesus.
That's that great verse, Romans 6:6, "We know that our old self
[sinful nature] was crucified with him." That is a revelation,
you know. I know you know it and I am glad you know it and I know
you know it there [mentally] and you will know it there [heart] when
you have it all on the altar.
It's translated from
there, from intellectual knowing, to spiritual experiential knowing
by the willingness of the will to let go of that sinful nature. I
know that sounds terrible. You'll think, oh, brother, I want rid of
that sinful nature. But, loved ones, the fact is a lot of that sinful
nature we have got used to and we quite like it and we hang on to it
and some of it is absolutely deceiving to us. We can't recognize it.
Now, what I would love to do this evening, I think it might help
some of us and it might help me to hear God's voice a little better,
if I'll just share with you that that depraved nature is what you and
I inherited. That's what we were born with.
You know there's a
verse that says we were born in sin, in sin did my mother conceive
me. [Psalm 51:5] That's what it means. We inherited depravity, a
totally depraved nature. Not totally depraved in that there was no
goodness there at all because the Holy Spirit, because of Jesus'
death, entered us and spoke to us through our consciences. But, as
far as our whole human nature was concerned, it was totally depraved.
There was depravity running all through it. Touch your mind, it's
in some way depraved. Touch your emotions; they are in some way
depraved. That's what we inherited from Adam.
Now, what produced
that sinful nature? It is original sin. That's it. Original sin.
So, some people say we inherited original sin. Well, in fact, we
didn't. We inherited the depraved nature that original sin produced.
But, here's the interesting thing. Probably the same things that
created the sinful nature in Adam originally are some of the things
that prevent God delivering us from it in this present life. So, the
fact is that, even though we do not inherit Adam's original sin, we
do inherit his depraved nature and we probably are guilty of much of
the same sins as he was guilty of in the beginning. That's what I'd
like to share with you.
Would you like to
look, loved ones, back then to that tragic day in the world as it's
recorded there in Genesis. It's Genesis 2:9, “And out of the
ground the Lord God made to grow every tree that is pleasant to the
sight and good for food, the tree of life also in the midst of the
garden.” And, that is most likely the Holy Spirit. God gave to
Adam and Eve the Holy Spirit, unconditionally. He gave the Holy
Spirit to them. That's how they were able to communicate with God
because they had the Holy Spirit within them. They were alive. “The
tree of life also in the midst of the garden, and the tree of the
knowledge of good and evil.” Now, it seems that God made available
the tree of knowledge of good and evil and the tree of life. But,
his desire was that Adam would live by eating of the tree of life.
In other words, that Adam would live by the guidance and the
intuition of the Holy Spirit and that he would not live by his own
knowledge of good and evil.
Now, the meaning of
those trees is given all kinds of interpretations. But, it does
seem, loved ones, that what God wanted Adam to do, was to live by
God's friendship. To live his life by the guidance that Adam got
from God in the communion together. In other words, Adam would live
by the life that came from God himself, by his whole spirit. So that
Adam would walk along and he would just enjoy being with his God as
he was in the garden, you remember, in the cool of the day and they
would just talk together and, as they talked, Adam would know what
God had in mind. As they talked and they fellowshipped together,
Adam would become more like God because, just as husband and wife
become more like each other, so Adam and God would share each other's
qualities and each other's characteristics. That would be eating of
the tree of life.
But, what Adam
determined to do was to start managing his life by knowing what was
good and what was evil himself. By starting to decide, "Hmmm,
that would be good for me so I'll do that." "Hmmm, that
would be evil for me so I'm going to avoid that." "Yeah,
now, I'd like to do that. To do that, I'd need to know how to get
this and how to avoid that. Yes, so I'll do that." In other
words, he began to live by his own knowledge, by his own ability to
manipulate the things in the world or people or circumstances so that
he could get what he wanted. Do you see that by doing that he subtly
changed the kind of person he was? He ceased to be a little child
who was depending on his God and he in a way became a kind of god
himself. He became a kind of manipulating and managing person who
made things happen. A great part of original sin was that failure to
simply have faith in God and to start putting faith in himself and
his own ability to do what was good for him and avoid what was evil.
Not realizing that there were a million things working through the
power of Satan in the world that he would not be able to recognize
we're evil at all.
Almost getting back
to Greg's illustration of the coffee, it's that the coffee was bad
for him, not bad for all of us. There's no law in the Bible about
not drinking coffee but there are a million coffee things that look
okay. There doesn't seem to be any harm in them. Coffee isn't evil
and there are a million coffee things in our lives. If you're not
walking by faith, listening to the Father and listening to him and
obeying him but you're instead working with the old knowledge that
you have. “Well, now, wait a minute, there's nothing wrong with
coffee. There certainly isn't and I don't see anything wrong with
that." It's not long before you're beginning to calculate your
own good and evil. Do you see, the issue wasn't, do you notice that,
the issue wasn't that there was a tree of good and a tree of evil?
The issue wasn't that instead of eating of the tree of good, Adam ate
of the tree of evil. That wasn't the issue. Do you see that?
In a funny way, I
don't want to be blasphemous, but in a funny way God isn't interested
in good and evil. He isn't actually interested in the guys that wear
the black hats and the guys that wear the white hats. He isn't
concerned with actually whether you do the good or whether you do the
evil. That's the strange thing. He's concerned with do you trust
him. Do you trust Him and do you listen to Him and do you live by
the life that comes from him to you in your fellowship in your prayer
together? Or, do you live a life that is based on your own knowledge
of the good and your own knowledge of the evil, on your own ability
to avoid what is bad in your opinion for yourself and to get what is
good in your opinion for yourself?
Loved ones, that's
the heart of the original sin that Adam committed against God. Now,
of course, the incredible thing is that you and I have got so used to
this. That actually even as we talk about it, you know it's quite
difficult for me to make the point clear. Because you and I aren't
seeing the real issue. In fact, you know I know exactly the things
that you say when you come up here afterwards. Well, you have to
know what's good and what's evil, of course, you have. But, that
isn't the issue. As we go through life, we certainly find out what
is good and what is evil but the fact is that still isn't the basic
guide that God wants us to follow because it's not fine enough. It's
not true enough. The fact is that once you're born of God and you
forsake the plain sins that are talked about in the Bible, you move
into a new realm with the Father. A realm where he has a special plan
for your life that will bring you into fullness of his Son and the
plan that he has for your life is different from the plan he has for
my life and different from the plan that he has for the life of the
person beside you. So, you may actually have to forsake a thousand
coffees and maybe the guy beside you can drink a thousand coffees.
But, the issue is,
have you started to discern were that original sin may be something
that rules your life? That's the thing that prevents the Holy Spirit
coming in his fullness into you. One book that helps in regard to
this business of walking by faith as opposed to walking by your own
cleverness or your own knowledge is this book, The Calvary Road by
Roy Hession. Hession puts it another way. He says, “There are
things that prevent the Holy Spirit coming upon you in his fullness
and his cleansing power to deliver you from your sinful nature. They
are probably the things that are the very opposite of what you see in
the Lamb that was slain." Or, to put it another way, he says,
“If you want the Holy Spirit to come in and fill your heart and
cleanse you, if you want to be delivered from your sinful nature,
then you have to be willing to abide in the Lamb as he hangs there on
the cross." You'll notice that he begins to deal with these
things, of the knowledge of good and evil. "How clear then that
the Holy Spirit will only come upon us and remain upon us as we are
willing to be as the Lamb on each point on which he will convict us.
Nothing is so searching and humbling as to look at the Lamb on his
way to Calvary and to be shown in how many points we have been
unwilling to take the position of the Lamb for him." Because if
our old self was crucified with Christ, it can only be crucified in
reality in us if we're willing for it to be crucified and willing to
be crucified with him.
"Look at him
for a moment as the Lamb. He was the simple Lamb. A lamb is the
simplest of God's creatures." I don't know if you know that
great, dear poem that William Blake wrote. He was the man that wrote
And Did Those Feet in Ancient Times Walk Upon England's Mountains
Green. He wrote a hymn we used to sing as children. “Little lamb,
who made thee? Little lamb who made thee?”
[The Calvary Road]
"A lamb is a very simple creature. It has no schemes or plans
for helping itself -- it exists in helplessness and simplicity."
The original sin was Adam's reluctance. No, I'm not going to suffer
that whether you want me to or not. I'm going to use my clever
knowledge of good and evil to avoid this. Now, loved ones, there are
some things that God can only work in us if we'll trust him, instead
of using our own cleverness to shave down the cross until it's light
enough for us to carry. When it's light enough for us to carry,
it'll no longer take us into the tomb and we'll no longer come into
resurrection. "It has no schemes or plans for helping itself.
Jesus made Himself as nothing for us and became the simple Lamb. He
had no strength of His own or wisdom of His own, no schemes to get
Himself out of difficulties."
There are some
things you ought to work out and you ought to work out how you're
going to pay for certain things. There are plain things you ought to
work out but it's not those. No schemes to get himself out of
difficulties. Always the old eye to the main chance. How am I going
to get myself out of this because I don't really want to get into it?
It's more of a commitment than I want. How am I going to get myself
out of this? I commit myself to this person, commit myself to…how
am I going and how much of our life do we spend with the old
knowledge of good and evil trying to manipulate our way out of
difficulties? Just simple dependence on the Father all the time. Do
you see that? It greatly simplifies your life, of course. All this
wasn't certainly what I thought I would get myself into. It wasn't
what I intended. But, Lord, I'm not going to play the clever
manipulator. I meant it. Lord, I hand it into your hands. That's
the Lamb. The Lamb trusts the Father and trusts him to lead him
through it. The Son can do nothing of himself but what he sees the
Father do.
But, we, how
complicated we are. Think why we had such, I suppose, both
condemnation and sympathy for Nixon. He just told so many lies he
couldn't remember which lie he told last. We feel the same.
Sometimes you say so many things that you can't remember, you can't
find yourself back through the labyrinthine ways that you had
traveled. How complicated we are. "What schemes we have had of
helping ourselves and of getting ourselves out of difficulties. What
efforts of our own we have resorted to, to live the Christian life
and to do God's works." [The Calvary Road] Well, that's
original sin.
Starting to be God
over even your service of God. Of course, there's a place there that
the Holy Spirit is to bring you into. I can describe this and I know
you are catching some of it but, do you see, the Holy Spirit,
himself, can lay you gently on the Cross. There's a place where
you're just to be. It's different from where I have to be. But,
it's just right for you. The Holy Spirit just knows exactly where
that attitude of original sin exists in you and he can lay you right
on the Cross just where that will be crucified. That's the exciting
thing, of course, about coming into full consecration. It's not
something that you can do yourself. Half the stuff you can't see but
the Holy Spirit can show you.
"Willing to be
shorn. Then he was the shorn Lamb, willing to be shorn of his
rights, his reputation and every human liberty that was due to him.
He never resisted. A lamb never does. When He was reviled for our
sakes, he reviled not again. When he suffered, he threatened not.
He never said, 'You cannot treat me like that. Don't you know that I
am the Son of God?'" You see, the sinful nature, it's so much a
part of us, it's almost the red-blooded American. You stand up for
yourself. It's our dignity. We must stand up. There is a deep way
in which we're not to be doormats but we could probably be a lot more
a doormat than we are. Actually, the truth is when a person is
willing to be, he's exalted. He who is willing to be humbled, God
exalts. It's actually those of us who are always fighting to defend
ourselves and prevent other people walking over us, we're doing that
forever. We're never like Moses, a man meek above every man that was
upon the face of the earth because he trusted God. That's part of
the sinful nature that we bear. "But, we, on how many occasions
have we been unwilling to be shorn of that which was our right. We
were not willing for his sake to lose what was our own. We insisted,
too, that we should be treated with the respect due to our position.
We resisted and we fought."
"Then further,
he was the silent Lamb. 'As a sheep before our shearer's is dumb, so
he opened up not his mouth.' Facing the calumnies of men, we read,
'He answered nothing.' He never defended himself nor explained
himself. But we have been anything but silent when others have said
unkind or untrue things about us. Our voices have been loud in
self-defense and self-vindication and there's been anger in our
voices. We have excused ourselves when we should have admitted
frankly our wrong. On every such occasion the Dove had to take his
flight, [the Holy Spirit had to take his flight] and withdraw his
peace and blessing from our hearts because we were not willing to be
the silent the lamb." So, loved ones, that's it.
The sinful nature is
something that has become so much part of us. We've defended it in
our educational system. We've defended it to each other. We've said
that's health and it's not. It's the sinful nature and the fact is
when we trust God, when we live off the tree of life, not this
knowledge of good and evil that worldly wisdom has produced, then,
the Holy Spirit is able to deliver us from this sinful nature and
things begin to flow again. Of course, if any of you doubt will God
take care of us? You see, you see, where is Jesus now, where is
Jesus now? Where is Paul now? Where are the disciples who became
the off-scouring and the refuse under men's feet? Where are they
now? Of course, God takes care of us.
"No grudges.
He was also the spotless Lamb. Not only did nothing escape his lips,
but there was nothing in his heart but love for those who had sent
him to the Cross. There was no resentment towards them, no grudges,
no bitterness. Even as they were putting the nails through his
hands, he was murmuring, 'I forgive you,' and he asked his Father to
forgive them, too. He was willing to suffer it in meekness for us.
But, what resentment and bitterness have not we had in our hearts
towards this one and that one and over so much less than what they
did to Jesus." So, loved ones, we should ask the Holy Spirit,
"Holy Spirit will you show me how much of this sinful nature I
regard as the normal human life? And, how much of this original sin
that Adam engaged in when he refused to eat of the tree of life, how
much of that attitude have I in my own heart? How much am I eating
of the knowledge of good and evil?"
Loved ones, that's
why I think many of us do not have victory. I know you want victory
but we want it with the old equipment, with the old apparatus, with
the old knowledge of what is good and what is evil, with the old
cleverness, the old manipulating, still in charge. It's incredible,
you know. We'll be 80 or 90 and we'll still be up there fighting
trying to control the thing. Really, God wants us to take our place
in Jesus which he has given us and to allow all his attitude to
become ours. The Holy Spirit can show you where you are not doing
that and he can show me, show us where that attitude of original sin
is still operating in us. Only he can do it. Of course, that's only
a little of it and the Holy Spirit can search it out in your heart.
But, loved ones, it does bring peace at last. What you are is two
people in one dear breast, you know, really. Two people in one dear
body, that's what you are. Jesus and the old self, still up there
fighting. He is saying," Let's lay it to rest. Let me create a
new personality that can do what I want to do in your life." He
can do that tonight. He can do it the moment you are willing to let
it all go.
Dear Lord Jesus, we
are horrified when we see what you are like and what we are like.
Lord, we confess that we have defended this stuff. Lord, we have used
these very words ourselves. "Well, you have to stand up for
yourself. People will walk over you if you don't stand up for
yourself." Lord, we see we've not only stood up for ourselves
in places where we should but we've stood up for ourselves against
you and against things that you wanted us to bear. At times, we've
so stood up for ourselves that we've stood on top of other people.
We see how your dear Holy Spirit, you as a Dove, can land only on
someone that is as gentle as a lamb. We have been un-lamblike in our
attitude. Lord God, we confess that we have eaten of this tree of
knowledge of good and evil and we run a great deal of our lives by
what we think we should do and what we think we shouldn't do. Often
we come in as an advocate into court and we'll have a controversy
with you over it. Lord, we see how ridiculous it is. That a tiny
creature like us should come in against the Maker of the world and
start telling him what is right and what's wrong.
Father, we see that
you know things about us that nobody else knows. You have fine
distinctions about what are right and wrong for us that we will never
see and we can only come into truth if we trust you and if we draw
close to you. You have said that if we draw near to God, God will
draw near to us. Lord, we would spend more time in our closet with
you to discover where this sinful nature is hiding within us.
Savior, we would ask you by the Holy Spirit to show us where you want
us on that Cross with you. We ask you to take our hands, our feet,
our minds and our emotions and lay them in yourself on that Cross
just where you destroyed them and renewed them. Lord, we would ask
you to do that. It's safe to seek you tonight when we go home, we
seek you here after the service, we seek you each day, Lord, until
you get us into that right place with yourself on the Cross because
we want rid of this sinful nature. We want to be delivered from it
and we want to live like you. Lord, we thank you that the best thing
each of us can do to help each other is to seek you for ourselves
with all our hearts and we would commit ourselves to doing that until
every vestige of this sinful nature is exposed to our glance and then
we know faith will spring up in our hearts to receive the cleansing
power of the Holy Spirit and the resurrection. Lord, we give
ourselves to you for this pilgrimage and for this search during this
coming week for Jesus' sake. Now the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ
and the love of God and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with
each one of us now and ever more. Amen.
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