The Soulish
Christian
Let us pray. Lord
Jesus, we know that only you can give us truth and life tonight.
Lord, men and women can give knowledge to each other but only you, by
your dear Holy Spirit, can give us truth and life and so we would ask
you, Lord Jesus, as it is towards evening and the day is far spent,
to draw near to us now as you did to those two loved ones on the road
to Emmaus and to break bread to us so that we will receive it from
your own hands. Us personally Lord, irrespective of what the loved
one next to us receives. Lord Jesus, will you break bread to us that
we can eat tonight? For your glory, amen.
Loved ones, for the
benefit of those of you who might be here for the first time tonight,
I would just mention that we’re studying the spiritual life and we
will be dealing with that in a series of teachings over these next
three years. And what we’ve done so far is in the first four
teachings deal with the makeup of man: a spirit; soul; and body. And
we’ve dealt also with a general introduction to the spiritual life
and then with the fall, and then salvation. And then, you may
remember, after that we dealt for 10 evenings with carnality.
Carnality is the life that so many of us who are children of God have
experienced. It’s the life where we know that our sins are
forgiven and we know that God loves us but Romans 7:15 is the cry of
our hearts. Romans 7:15 runs, “The good that I would I cannot do
and the evil I hate is the very thing I do.” That was the subject
we dealt with on 10 separate evenings and we’ve just completed that
series.
If you want to, go
back and listen to some of that. It is all on audio cassettes, loved
ones, that are available in the book store after service and it’s
also on video cassettes because we have the camera running on these
evenings. Perhaps, sometime we’ll put those on television also,
but they are available down at the Research Center on campus. Again,
for those of you who are here maybe for the first time, we do have a
Research Center where we run a seminary through the week. There are
two fraternity houses and a cafeteria that we have there. It’s on
18th St. and University Avenue, loved ones. There are video monitors
and you can watch just as you’re watching now, maybe better.
I would recommend
that, especially to those of you who are in that kind of dilemma in
your own lives, “the good that I would I cannot do and the evil I
hate is the very thing I do.” For those of you who are still
struggling with anger, jealousy, and envy -- those works of the flesh
that are connected with a selfish will -- then you really ought to
watch or listen to some of those teachings on how to be delivered
from that. I would remind you that those of us who are in that
position are there because even though our spirits are alive because
of the Holy Spirit regenerating us, and even though we are children
of God and have a sense of God as our Father, yet we are not actually
walking by the Spirit. That is why we have that experience.
Now, you can find
that in Galatians 5 where there is a distinction drawn by Paul
between living by the Spirit and walking by the Spirit. Galatians
5:25, “If we live by the Spirit, let us also walk by the Spirit.”
And those of us who are in the position of Romans 7:15, are in that
position because even though we’re born of the Spirit and in that
sense our spirits have become filled with the Holy Spirit, yet the
“I” is still so great inside us that we actually still live as
the rest of the world lives, by what comes in through our bodies.
And so, we’re
really meant you see, to live by the love and the life of God through
our spirits. And if we live by that love and life, we would have a
great sense that the Creator of the Universe cared for us, that he
would provide all that we needed and we would have a great sense of
enjoyment in his fellowship and his friendship. A great sense of
importance in the world, we would just have those feelings. We’d
just be wholly integrated balanced personalities if we actually
depended on the dear Father that we believe in for all that we need
in this life. But in actual fact many of us, even though we’re
born of the Spirit, still have this “I” so strongly in us that we
don’t want to depend on God for our security, our significance, and
our happiness and so we still go on trying to get them from the world
the way we used to before we were children of God.
And so we still
continue to try and get these things that would normally come to us
from God’s love, we still try to get them from the world. And we
do it in various ways really. In the bodily realm, we take our
capacity for reproduction and we don’t use it just to reproduce, we
use it to produce the thrill of lust inside us. And by that means,
to try and get the happiness that we’re meant to get from God. And
so many of us don’t get our kicks, or our thrills, or our
exhilaration, or a tremendous sense of peace from God at all but we
get it still from the world the way the world does.
That’s why, you
remember, in 1 Corinthians 3 Paul says, “That’s the mark of a
carnal Christian.” 1 Corinthians 3:1, “But I, brethren, could
not address you as spiritual men, but as men of the flesh, as babes
in Christ.” Why? Because of Verse 3, “For you are still of the
flesh,” you are still carnal. “For while there is jealousy and
strife among you, are you not of the flesh, and behaving like
ordinary men?” You see, that’s the mark of a carnal Christian.
They are behaving like ordinary men. They’re still getting their
security, significance, and happiness from the world through their
bodies the way everybody else is.
It’s the same with
the whole business of significance. They have really been given a
natural desire for self defense that makes you jump out of the way
when you see a car coming and that all animals have. But, we have
perverted it into self exaltation so that we not only defend
ourselves but we decide the best method of defending ourselves from
the people underneath us at work is to get so far above them that
they have no chance of pulling the rug out from under us. And it’s
the same in our classes at school. And so we concentrate with our
wills and willing ourselves into self exaltation so that we will have
some significance among our peers.
And it’s the same
with security. There is a natural desire that God has given us for
self preservation. It’s essential or otherwise we would freeze to
death if we went out without our clothes on, or, we would be worn out
with the cold if we hadn’t shelters, or we would starve to death if
we didn’t eat enough food. But actually, we pervert this whole
thing, this whole business of self preservation. We pervert it into
the whole desire for security and so we specialize in food, shelter,
and clothing and we turn that whole thing into gluttony. And through
gluttony we try to make ourselves feel the security that we would
really feel from God’s love. And so that’s what a carnal
Christian is.
And loved ones, if
you are a carnal Christian and you have defeat inside in your life,
it’s because you’re still living like ordinary people. And I
would just point out to you that this is all done through the
emphasis on this dear body here. And I would read to you, you
remember, what we read a little last day where the emphasis is put by
Paul on the perversion of the body. The body is not the problem;
it’s using the body to get from the world what we should use our
spirit to get from God. That’s it.
So don’t think
tonight, oh you’re on the old body is evil. No, the body is
beautiful and is perfect, and good. But, the body, when it is used
to get from the world and other people the security, significance,
and happiness we’re meant to use our spirits to get from God, then
the body becomes a body of sin. And that’s the emphasis you
remember, in these verses we looked at about two weeks ago, in Romans
6:12: “Let not sin therefore reign in your mortal bodies, to make
you obey their passions.” You see, for most of us, sin reigns in
our mortal bodies. That is, sin is independence of God and the
independence that we have of God is expressed through our bodies.
Using our bodies to get from the world the love and life that we’re
meant to get from God.
And then Verse 13,
“Do not yield your members,” and your members of course are your
limbs, your hands, your feet, your whole body, “Do not yield your
members to sin as instruments of wickedness, but yield yourselves to
God as men who have been brought from death to life, and your members
to God as instruments of righteousness. “And then if you look at
Chapter 7:23, “But I see in my members another law at war with the
law of my mind,” -- you see the members follow another law inside
my body -- “And making me captive to the law of sin which dwells in
my members.” And so our body is the instrument that sin uses to
satisfy us when we should instead be being satisfied by God.
Don’t keep
thinking of the flesh as sexy or something like that. That isn’t
the flesh. And the flesh is not just the soft part of our bodies,
the flesh is the body used by a carnal person to get from the world
and other people what it should get from God. And the flesh then
does what is said, you see, in Galatians 5. If you’d like to look
at it Galatians 5:17, “For the desires of the flesh,” you see,
“Are against the Spirit, and the desires of the Spirit are against
the flesh; for these are opposed to each other, to prevent you from
doing what you would.” And that’s exactly, you see, where Romans
7:15 comes in, and we find “the good that I would I cannot do, and
the evil I hate is the very thing that I do.”
So that’s what
happens. That’s why many Christians are so tense and have such a
look of defeat at the back of their eyes. They’re not free people
at all. Even when they were out and out sinners they were freer and
often happier. But, defeated Christians are pretty miserable people
to look at because they have an incredible conflict inside them
because they live by the Spirit but they walk by the flesh. Now
loved ones, that is all settled the moment a person allows that
submissiveness of their whole being to the body -- or you might even
call it that permissiveness of the will to the body -- to feed the
personality from the world and other people -- when that is at last
put on the cross. That is, the old self with its submission of the
will to the body to receive from the world and other people the love
and life it should get from God – that is at last put on the cross.
When that is put on
the cross what happens is described in Romans 6:6, and this will
bring us up to our present study tonight. Romans 6:6, describes what
happens when that old self, that selfish will that wants to depend on
the world and other people to receive through the body what it ought
to receive from God. We know that our old self, that’s that
submissiveness or that will, the direction of the will, we know that
our old self was crucified with him so that the sinful body might be
destroyed and we might no longer be enslaved to sin. And that old
self of yours of course, was crucified with Christ.
It can be crucified
this very night if you are willing to let it go. If you’re willing
to stop depending on people for your sense of significance, if you’re
willing to stop depending on your bank account and your stocks and
shares for your security, if you’re willing to stop depending on
your wife or your friends for your happiness, if you’re really
willing deep down to take your place with Jesus on the cross and
depend on no one but your Father, if you’re really willing, the
Holy Spirit is able to free you from this whole personality that is
moving in the wrong direction. He’s able to transform and change
that personality.
And that’s what
happens, the sinful body is destroyed. The Greek word means the
sinful body is rendered inoperative or is left unemployed. And
that’s what happens. Suddenly the body does not need to get from
other people happiness through lust, or from food and gluttony a
sense of security, or from the way it looks a sense of significance
because it’s receiving – the Spirit is receiving all those things
from God and this body is left unemployed, it’s left utterly
inoperative.
Now loved ones, may
I share with you what I shared just about two weeks ago in connection
with what happens to many of us after that takes place? What happens
is this: the battle before was in the realm of the body. And what
Satan did at that time was to get you to use the body to receive
security, significance, and happiness. Now, once you let your own
selfish will be crucified with Christ, the body no longer fulfills
that function. And many of us think, “Ah, I’ve been delivered
from the power of my body over the rest of my personality. I’ve
been delivered from having to be dominated from what my body wants.”
And we think we’re free and we don’t realize that what Satan
does is move one step back. He moves into the realm of the soul.
He moves out of the
realm of the flesh as far as the body is concerned but he moves in to
the realm of the soul which is still part of the flesh. Let me show
you why it is. How do you get a thrill of exhilaration from lust?
It’s not that your body transmits it directly to your spirit, sure
it’s not. Your body transmits it to your emotions and your
emotions are part of your psychological nature, your soul. And so
what Satan does is he sees that the battle is won in the realm of the
body and he just moves back into the realm of the soul and he gets
you to be preoccupied with the emotions that you have, and with
getting a sense of thrill and excitement from your emotions.
So okay, you aren’t
tempted any longer to go out and have sexual intercourse and be
promiscuous. But, he moves you back into the realm of the emotions
where he says, “Now, go to the services where you get a bit of a
thrill and a kick. Look in the songs for an emotional thrill. When
you get down to prayer in the mornings, do you feel the presence of
God in your emotions? Is there a warm sense of God’s love flowing
over your whole personality?” And Satan moves us into the
hedonistic realm of the emotions just as filled with the love of
pleasure as we were before when we depended on the body. But somehow
we think, “Ah, we’ve escaped from the power of the body.”
It’s the same with
regard to the mind, loved ones. The mind actually, is the one that
directs the accumulation of enough food, shelter, and clothing to
give us a sense of security. The mind is the one that does that. It
buys this house, buys this car, takes care of it, trades it for this
car, buys this house and repairs it, trades it up to the next housThe
mind dictates the body’s method of gathering security to itself.
All Satan does is move back into the realm of the mind and he still
gets you to use the mind, now among Christians, to manipulate
yourselves into positions of security.
And it’s the same
with the will. Where he used the body before to get you a sense of
significance, he now gets you to use the will. You gently exert the
will so that you are looked upon as a good Christian, as a competent
child of God, as someone who can achieve things for God, and Satan
moves back into the realm of the soul. And loved ones, that’s what
we’re trying to begin to talk about.
Last day, we talked
about deliverance from sin and the soul life. And tonight I’d like
to talk about the soulish Christian. The soulish Christian or the
soulish believer. And could I show you again, what a soulish
Christian is? A soulish Christian is one who no longer lives by what
he receives from the outside world and from people through his body.
He’s been freed from that by a crisis experience of dying with
Christ on the cross. But now, instead of receiving from the Holy
Spirit and from God’s love and life all the security, significance,
and happiness that he needs, he now begins to receive it through the
soul. And so he is just as shut in really as he was in regard to the
body. He doesn’t look outside to the world, he doesn’t look to
God for these things -- he still looks to himself and to his own
soul.
Now, I would just
share with you that there is a slight difference in the problem in
the two areas. For instance, the problem in this area is one of
downright rebellion. A child of God who is born of the Holy Spirit
knows in his own conscience that he should be receiving all he needs
from his Father but he or she determines, “I will not depend on him
only. I will continue to get from people and the world, things that
I used to get so that I will have both.” And so it’s a case of
rebellion.
And here the issue
is the question of the selfish will. Is the will willing to give up
its right to get what it wants when it wants it from the world and
from other people? Here, the problem is more subtle; that battle is
won, the person has died to the will of the old nature, but here the
problem is deception. And I would share that with you loved ones,
don’t be crude, or course, or naïve about this realm of
soulishness in the Christian. Don’t think this is something that
you can grasp tonight, deal with and finish with. This is a realm of
deception where Satan holds the greater bulk of Christendom captive.
And probably all of us probably have some soulishness in our own
lives and probably until we meet Jesus face-to-face we’ll be
continually being freed from that soulishness. So don’t let’s be
naïve about it because it’s primarily a matter of deception.
I don’t think, for
instance, any of us feel there’s anything wrong in enjoying the
lilt and the tune of a good song. We don’t feel there’s anything
wrong in it and that’s what Satan plays on. He plays on our
feeling that, “Ah yes, it’s all right to get a bit of excitement
and thrill from the lilt and tune of a good song.” And we don’t
realize that the only place you can legitimately go to for thrill and
excitement is our dear Father and everything else is bluff and
everything else is a substitute for that.
I think many of us
are led very gently into a dependence on fellowship. We are told
fellowship is good for you, fellowship will help God to strengthen
your spirit and so we naturally begin to enjoy going to Bible study
groups and enjoy going to church services. And gently bit-by-bit,
Satan leads us on and deceives us into an absolute enslavement to
other Christians and to other brothers and sisters in Jesus until our
whole spiritual life comes from their communal life and from their
corporate worship life. And we have no life at all that we get from
our own quiet times. Indeed, we cease to look forward to our quiet
times and we instead look forward to corporate church services and
Bible study groups. And it isn’t because we want to do that, it’s
because Satan deceives us gently, gently into it.
It’s interesting,
if you get a child of God on this stage who is really on the cross
with Jesus and get them singing a song from their spirit, you’re
bound to get food from that. And it’s so easy for Satan to gently
lead you on and on, until you begin to look for the food that you get
from them and not from Jesus himself. And that’s where the whole
of Christendom’s leadership becomes perverted. Because we begin to
look to leaders for what we’re meant to get from Jesus and it’s
because we’re living in the realm of the soul.
Now loved ones, the
problem there is simply the independent soul. Our souls have become
independent and that’s what has to be dealt with. Here it’s the
selfish will that has to be dealt with on the cross. Here it’s the
independent soul that has to be dealt with and it’s a matter of
deception. You could say, “Here it’s the direction of the old
life or the old nature. But here it’s the LIFE of the old nature
that is the problem. Here it’s the DIRECTION of the old nature
looking out to the world and people; here it’s the LIFE of the old
nature that is the problem.
And loved ones,
there is a difference with the way Jesus deals with it. Here he
deals with it by the crisis experience of the cross. George Muller
said, “There came a day when I George Muller died to sin and died
to self.” And I would testify to that too in my life. There came
a day when I died to self and died to sin. That’s a crisis
experience which you can experience and all his Spirit will fill you
with the beauty and fruits of Jesus. but there is a continual daily
experience of the cross to deal with this soulishness. And this is
mentioned, if you’d like to look at it, in Luke 9:23. Because some
of you have often quoted these verses, they occur in the four
gospels, the verses that talk of dying daily, you remember.
Actually, the word
“daily” occurs only in the one gospel but the principle occurs in
different gospels, in the four gospels. And it’s Luke 9:23, now
this is the realm that is dealt with by the daily cross. Luke 9:23,
“And he said to all, ‘If any man would come after me, let him
deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me.’” And of
course, as always, the Bible is beautifully clear and the context
always is a unity, “For whoever would save his life,” and those
of you who know Greek will know what that word is. That’s the word
for “life” there, that word. I’ll spell it for you in English,
“psuche” which becomes psychological and means the soul. “For
whoever would save his soul life will lose it.” And so any child
of God that depends on his soul for what he should be getting from
his Spirit, will eventually lose the soul.
And that’s of
course what happens. You lose everything actually because you’re
back in to the body life so you lose any activity of the soul life at
all and you become back under the domination of the body because
you’re declaring your independence again from God. “For whoever
would save his soul life will lose it; and whoever loses his soul
life for my sake, he will save it.” There’s another beautiful
verse in the Bible that you will “possess” your soul if you begin
to look to the Spirit for what you need to receive from God. You’ll
eventually come into a place where you can control your soul.
Now loved ones, I
would like to deal with some of the marks of a soulish Christian.
And you’ll see that some of the marks of the soulish Christian fall
into that category; it’s a soul out of control. That’s what
happens. When you depend on your soul instead of your body, and now
instead of your spirit, for the security, significance and happiness
that you’re meant to get from God through simple faith -- which is
belief and obedience -- then you begin to find that that soul crushes
your spirit. You spirit is meant to control your soul and your soul
control your body, so that there’s a beautiful integrated flow from
God of his life through you and out in to the world. Instead of that
happening, the soul becomes utterly independent itself and it
actually begins to crush the spirit and it crushes it to death until
eventually you lose all spirit life at all. And you’ll find that
the soul becomes utterly independent and utterly irresponsible and
you have no sense of control of it at all. And instead of your body
fighting against your spirit, you now find your soul fights against
your spirit.
Loved ones, I’d
like to try to deal then with some of the marks of the soulish
Christian. Luke 17:23 is one of those marks. You’ll that a child of
God who looks to the soul for what they should receive from God has
to get it from the soul. And so their whole Christian life becomes
centered in the soul and in the activities of the soul. And of
course, God cannot dwell in the soul. God dwells in the spirit and
the spirit then controls the soul as a servant. And the only purpose
of the soul is to be the connecting link between the spirit and the
body.
So the soul’s
purpose is simply connection between the spirit and the body. The
spirit can’t act directly on the body. The spirit can simply
receive through intuition a direction from God, can pass it on
through the mind, the mind can say, “Raise your right hand.” But
it’s the soul, or the mind and emotions, that control the body --
so that’s the only purpose of the soul. The soul isn’t built to
give us what God alone can give us and so a soulish Christian looks
to what is actually a neutral connection between the spirit and body
and tries to get from it what it should get from God so it falls into
this kind of thing.
Luke 17:23, “And
they will say to you, ‘Lo, there!’ or ‘Lo, here!’ Do not go,
do not follow them.” And look at the previous verse and you’ll
get the context, “And he said to the disciples, ‘The days are
coming when you will desire to see one of the days of the Son of man,
and you will not see it. And they will say to you, ‘Lo, there!’
or ‘Lo, here!’ Do not go, do not follow them.” Curiosity,
endless curiosity. A soulish believer is continuously curious,
preoccupied with end time prophecies. Preoccupied all the time with,
“When is it going to happen? When is Jesus coming? Do you think
these are the signs of the end times?” The reason is of course,
they have no life in their spirits.
Their spirits are
really already beginning to sleep. And yet, they know they’re to
be interested in the things of God and so what they do is they
activate their minds. Now, they activate their minds not as their
minds are meant to be activated to pass on to their bodies the
directions that they receive through the spirits -- because they
don’t receive any directions through their spirits. Their spirits
are asleep again and so they use their minds to do what they think
Christians are supposed to do: be interested in God’s things. And
the way they get interested is to be endlessly curious about little
facets of doctrine and little facets of truth.
You’ll notice
there’s a kind of excitement and a manic interest about them but
there’s little or no life that’s comes from all this
preoccupation with the end time prophecies and the arguments about
when Jesus is coming. And of course, they are disobeying the Lord
himself who said, “Look, don’t you be concerned about those
things. You are my witnesses and you’ll see the Son of man coming
as you see him go now but meanwhile you be my witnesses.” But they
aren’t. They’re continually curious about what is happening.
They’re obviously
therefore an excellent target for the thousands and thousands of
books that come out on these subjects. Some of them giving life but
many of them simply giving another view, another opinion, another
piece of information. And so many loved ones read these books and
they don’t come away filled more with a love for the loved ones who
do not know Jesus, they come away either with a kind of manic burden
on their shoulders, “Oh, we have to save the world before Jesus
comes.” Or, they come away just with a preoccupation as to whether
it’s premillennial or amillennial or whether this person is right
or that person is right. Now loved ones, that’s one of the marks
of a soulish Christian.
Another of the marks
is found in Colossians 2:16. “Therefore let no one pass judgment on
you in questions of food and drink or with regard to a festival or a
new moon or a Sabbath. These are only a shadow of what is to come;
but the substance belongs to Christ. Let no one disqualify you,
insisting on self-abasement and worship of angels, taking his stand
on visions, puffed up without reason by his sensuous mind, and not
holding fast to the head, from whom the whole body, nourished and
knit together through its joints and ligaments, grows with a growth
that is from God. If with Christ you died to the elemental spirits
of the universe, why do you live as if you still belonged to the
world? Why do you submit to regulations, ‘Do not handle, Do not
taste, Do not touch’ (referring to things which all perish as they
are used), according to human precepts and doctrines? These have
indeed an appearance of wisdom in promoting rigor of devotion and
self-abasement and severity to the body, but they are of no value in
checking the indulgence of the flesh.”
In other words,
differences in actions and in standards among Christians. The
soulish believer gets preoccupied with, “Is it right to do this or
is it wrong to do that? Is this group right in doing this or is that
group right in doing that?” In other words, they’re preoccupied
with everything but the living Lord. They’re preoccupied with
arguing about whether they should do this or they should do that.
They’re preoccupied all the time with differences in action and
standards and they’re always preoccupied showing that they are in
some way different from every other child of God. These loved ones
are always interested in showing that the body they belong to is the
one true body. Other bodies are good but their one has something a
little over the others and they’re preoccupied with that particular
difference.
Another mark, loved
ones, is in 1 Timothy 1:4, and again you can see yourself as we go
through these that they all center on the soul. They all center on
over activity of the mind or the emotions. Over activity or over
exercising of the mind or emotions. 1 Timothy 1:4 and Verse 3 would
give us the continuity, “As I urged you when I was going to
Macedonia, remain at Ephesus that you may charge certain persons not
to teach any different doctrine, nor to occupy themselves with myths
and endless genealogies which promote speculations rather than the
divine training that is in faith.” And their mind is not used to
pass on the directions that they receive from their spirits to the
body; their mind is used to argue, and to debate, and to dispute.
And of course, it brings nothing but dispeace to their own hearts and
nothing but dispeace to the body of Christ. And they believe of
course, that by exercising their minds they’re in some way dealing
with God’s word.
Another mark is in
that same letter in 1 Timothy 6:4 and you get the continuity if you
look at Verse 3, “If any one teaches otherwise and does not agree
with the sound words of our Lord Jesus Christ and the teaching which
accords with godliness, he is puffed up with conceit, he knows
nothing; he has a morbid craving for controversy and for disputes
about words, which produce envy, dissension, slander, base
suspicions.” And the mind produces a self righteousness about its
own opinion. A soulish believer or a soulish Christian is very self
righteous in his views.
Jesus has, you know,
that really funny line, “They strain at a gnat and they swallow a
camel.” And that’s what a soulish believer does. They’re
always intent on showing, “No, no, that’s not quite the way I
believe it. No, you’re almost right but I believe it this way.
Now, no I differ with you on that issue.” And they’re always
preoccupied with whether you believe the right doctrine of baptism or
not, whether you believe on the right doctrine of the baptism with
the Holy Spirit or not. The child of God who is filled with Jesus’
Spirit and lives by the Spirit and walks by the Spirit is like old
John Wesley, “If your heart is as my heart give me your hand.”
And you find that an old saint who moves by the Spirit has that kind
of breadth about him.
Oh, there was a
little story about my hero you know, and Wesley was an old, old man,
about 88 years of age and he visited this home of one of his leading
layman in the church in England. And this layman had a beautiful
daughter and one of the things of course, that Wesley encouraged was
a plainness of dress so that you would dress in a plain good way that
would be attractive but would not take a lot of money, and would not
use a lot of expense, and jewelry and all that kind of thing. And so
in the middle of the evening the father knowing this of course, and
knowing that Wesley himself dressed very plainly, he held out his
daughter’s hand and his daughter’s hand of course had a ring on
it, a beautiful ring. And he said, “Mr. Wesley, what do you think
of that for the hand of a Methodist?” And the old 88 year old
said, “A very pretty hand, sir.”
And just the love
and the saintliness of a child of God who is filled with the Spirit
shines forth at moments like that. A soulish believer is preoccupied
with, is it right to wear jewelry, is it not right to wear jewelry;
is it right to do this, is it not right to do that. But a child of
God who is filled with the Holy Spirit has a magnanimous heart. And
loved ones, you’ll find that in your own heart. Your own dear
heart will grow small and wizened and petty if you live in the soul.
You actually begin to eat at the tree of knowledge of good and evil
and you can see that. You cease to eat of the tree of life and you
begin to eat of the tree of “is this right or is that wrong” --
and it’s not, of course, of Jesus.
Another mark loved
ones, is confusion. A soulish believer over exercises the mind.
Now, the mind is meant to be exercised, you can see that, but it’s
meant to be exercised under the control of the spirit. So you
receive through the intuition of the spirit a direction of God and in
complete peace and rest you’ll pass that through to your mind and
your mind will just calmly direct your body to take action. But when
you cut the soul off like that and you begin to dwell in the soul
alone, the mind becomes confused. And a child of God who is a
soulish believer has always too much to do.
And I’d ask you to
think of that, those of us who love to say, “Oh, we’re too busy,
we’re too busy.” A soulish believer has always far too much to
do. Their mind is continually confused and they can’t get the
thing done at the right time. I remember my dad, you know, used to
drive me crazy by saying, “Oh no son, if you want something done
give it to a busy man.” And it was interesting because of course a
busy man has learned to bring his life into order and he will get the
thing done. But a soulish believer has his mind in such continual
confusion through over activity that he has everything in
disorganization and he has never enough time to get things done. A
Christian who walks by the Spirit has a peace and calmness in the
Holy Spirit that is the mark of the kingdom of God.
Now, the opposite
strangely enough is true also. A soulish believer works on his
emotions and so he works by really fits and starts. When the
emotions are raised up he can do things. When the emotions are down
he’s bummed out, “I can’t do a thing. No, I need a vacation.”
That’s it and then he rushes at things and gets some things done
and then he’s bummed out again. And there’s no sense of
stability or regularity in his activity or in her activity. It’s a
movement by emotions, when their emotions are up they can do it.
When their emotions are down they’re lethargic, they’re in
despair, they’re in depression. They fly high and they dive low,
they’re really manic depressives because of course, that’s what
happens when you begin to concentrate on the soul and to look to your
inner experience you see, and that’s what we do. We somehow think,
“Ah, we’ve moved out of the body realm, now Jesus is in me.”
He isn’t, Jesus isn’t in you. Do you see that?
Jesus isn’t in
you, the Holy Spirit is in you. Jesus is at the right hand of God
and as you look up and out to Jesus the Holy Spirit will bring into
you the things of Jesus. But many of us don’t see that and we
instead look into the soul realm, we look in to the realm of our mind
and emotions and we try to get from them a sense of the presence of
God. And as soon as we do that we become preoccupied with the soul
and therefore preoccupied with the emotions and they become totally
over exercised and of course, they’re under no control at all. In
fact, we are utterly dominated by them. They’re either dominated
by the body or they’re dominated by themselves and their own
momentum. And so the soulish Christian is completely dominated by
the emotions.
The other is true
too at the other end of it. They become over sensitive. A soulish
Christian exercises the sensitivity of his mind and emotions to such
a decree that he can see the flicker of your eyelid before you
flicker it. He can become paranoid before you’ve spoken a word.
And a soulish Christian becomes over sensitive and you dare not
buffet against him too strongly or he gets very upset. He’s highly
sensitive. Sensitive to what people say, difficult to live with,
he’s difficult when people neglect him or when people ignore him.
He easily becomes intimate with other people but just as easily
rebels against them and rejects them. So it’s a constant swaying
from one extreme to the other. Coming in to close confidences that
are almost claustrophobic and then backing away from them so that you
don’t know if he’s going to be the same as he was yesterday or
the same as he was today. And that’s part of a mark of a soulish
Christian, loved ones.
A soulish Christian,
of course, is utterly dominated by his environment. Because you only
have to be at a Vikings football game to know as everybody else
stands up and cheers madly and yells, so your soul kind of wants to
stand up and cheer. So you can sense that your souls are connected
with the cosmic soul of the world and with the souls of all other
people. And so if you’re highly developing your soulish powers
you’ll be very sensitive to what all the other souls around you are
doing and you’ll become easily oppressed by the soulish atmosphere
in your office.
If there’s a very
critical bickering spirit, you become oppressed by that and you’ll
have great difficulty not carrying that home with you. If there’s
a spirit of unrest in your office you’ll absorb that. You’ll
find it difficult even to be calm in peace as you’re walking down
Nicollet Mall because you’ll absorb all the attitudes and all the
feelings of all the other souls around you. Because of course,
you’re no longer looking to the one place of stability in your life
which is your spirit and Jesus. And so you become utterly dominated
by your environment and very subservient to it.
And then there’s
talkativeness. A soulish Christian talks like a train. At times they
become sulky at the other end of the scale but often they will talk
with a kind of excited emotion and they’ll have no sense of control
of their speech. They’ll often speak the wrong words at the wrong
time. They’ll be facetious at the wrong time, they’ll be
flippant at the wrong time, and afterwards they’ll wonder, “Why
did I say that?” And really, it’s because they’re beginning to
lose any control over their soul. That’s the strange thing; when
you concentrate on your soul you lose control of it and your soul
begins to control you. And I’ve only to ask you, who controls your
soul? Well, the Prince of the Air, you know, the Prince of the Air
through all the elemental spirits of the universe and through all the
other souls around you and so really you’re his mercy. It’s
almost like being in a car with no driver; the car is careening all
over the place and you have no sense of control at all and that’s
so in conversation.
I don’t know if
you’ve found that, but I used to find myself often in that
situation where you’d say something because you thought it would
please the other person or you thought it would fit in with what they
were saying, or you thought it would make the right impression. And
by and by you began to say things that you didn’t really want to
say and when you get out of the conversation you wondered, why did
you say it. And yet you hadn’t the sense of calm peace to keep
quiet, you had to say something. And you often excuse yourself by
saying, “Oh well, I had to say something to make the other person
feel at home.” But again, and again, you found yourself saying
things in conversations that you didn’t really mean to say and that
you knew were not really honest. At times they were compliments that
weren’t good compliments and honest compliments. At times they
were critical things that were maybe true but weren’t the
appropriate thing to say at that moment and you came away from the
conversation with a sick feeling in your stomach.
And really, you
know, it wasn’t because you just wanted to exalt yourself but it is
because you think that now you’ve been crucified with Christ you’ve
been delivered from all of the flesh and actually you’ve been
delivered simply from the domination of the body. But, there’s a
daily walk that needs to be taken in the cross that we’re going to
be talking about over the next four or five weeks that deals with
this problem of soulishness. And loved ones, that’s one of the
problems, talkativeness.
Another really, is
the whole preoccupation with knowledge and maybe you could just leave
it at that. A preoccupation with knowledge, a preoccupation with
what we know, preoccupation with dissecting other people, with
analyzing them. Preoccupation with knowledge that makes us actually
stiff with other people. stiff with people. Not fluid, not flexible,
not the kind of picture that even the old psychologist present us
with as the perfectly integrated human being, but a person who is
kind of stiff with others. And that’s of course, because the outer
man, the soul, is unbroken and that is the whole problem.
The soul instead of
being a good servant to the spirit which would gladly pass the life
of the Spirit on through to the body and out to other people so that
the love and life of God would get out to others, the soul is in fact
encased in itself and is hard and unbroken. And so it passes nothing
through and so even though you’re born of the Spirit there’s
nothing of the fragrance of Jesus comes through. And of course, what
needs to be done is what was done, you remember, oh I think it was
John 12:3. There was a beautiful record you remember, when Jesus
went to Bethany where Lazarus was. You remember Lazarus whom he had
raised from the dead…
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